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ither. I tried every means to trace her, but could not. At the end of a week, I went home, what you see me--a broken-hearted man.' The next morning, despite our urgent entreaties, he returned to the South. * * * * * The twenty days were expiring. By hard struggling I had met my liabilities, but the last day--the crisis--was approaching. Thirty thousand dollars of our acceptances had accumulated together, and were maturing on that day. When I went home, on the preceding night, we had only nineteen thousand in bank. I had exhausted all our receivables. Where the eleven thousand was to come from, I did not know. Only one resource seemed left me--the hypothecation of produce; and a resort to that, at that time, before warehouse receipts became legitimate securities, would be ruinous to our credit. My position was a terrible one. No one not a merchant can appreciate or realize it. With thousands upon thousands of assets, the accumulations of years, my standing among merchants, and, what I valued more than all, my untarnished credit, were in jeopardy for the want of a paltry sum. I went home that night with a heavy heart; but Kate's hopeful words encouraged me. With her and the children left to me, I need not care for the rest; all might go, and I could commence again at the bottom of the hill. The next morning I walked down town with a firm spirit, ready to meet disaster like a man. The letters by the early mail were on my desk. I opened them one after another, hurriedly, eagerly. There were no remittances! I had expected at least five thousand dollars. For a moment my courage failed me. I rose, and paced the room, and thoughts like these passed through my mind: 'The last alternative has come. Pride must give way to duty. I must hypothecate produce, and protect my correspondents. I must sacrifice myself to save my friends! 'But here are two letters I have thrown aside. They are addressed to me personally. Mere letters of friendship! What is friendship, at a time like this?--friendship without money! Pshaw! I wouldn't give a fig for all the friends in the world!' Mechanically I opened one of them. An enclosure dropped to the floor. Without pausing to pick it up, I read: 'DEAR FATHER: Mother writes me you are hard pressed. Sell my U. S. stock--it will realize over seven thousand. It is yours. Enclosed is Cragin's certified check for ten thousand. If you need more,
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