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d fearfully around the vault, which was only faintly lit by the flickering candle burning in my lantern. A longing came over me to get away, but I felt I dare not, I must remain longer with Ruth. I felt that she was glad I was there, and would not have me leave her so soon. Yet she lay like a beautiful piece of marble. Her hands were folded on her breast, and she looked peaceful, so peaceful. How I loved her, and how I longed for one word, one movement whereby I could know she loved me! I do not know how long I stayed there. I lost all thought of time as I stood gazing at the face of my darling. Everything like fear passed, for in spirit I was with her. I kissed her cold lips, as if to bid her good-bye, then seeing the candle in my lantern had burnt low, I began to think in a dazed kind of way that I must go. But it was so hard, so terrible! If I could only have some memento to take, something I might aways keep until I, too, should be laid under the cold sod! What was that? Flashing from her finger that lay on her heart I saw a ring. Dare I take it? At first I shuddered at the thought. Robbing the dead seemed sacrilege, yet it did not seem like robbery. And was I not sure that she would wish me to take it? It might comfort me during the little time I had to live, for I could carry it everywhere with me. I took her hand in mine. Slowly I began to remove the ornament. It was a thick gold circle, and three large diamonds had been inlaid and flashed brightly. It was rather hard to pass over the joint, but I was determined to possess it. Then I stopped as if stunned, and trembled like an aspen leaf. I felt the hand move! Yet I did not drop it. I could not, it seemed welded to mine. Was it the judgment of God for seeking to rob the dead? I looked at her face, as if expecting a curse, and my heart seemed to come into my mouth. Her eyelids began to quiver, her mouth to twitch,[*] and her whole body to give signs of life. To say that I was awed would be but to hint at my feelings. At first I thought it was her ghost rising to denounce me, but soon I saw it was physical life, and then I thought God was working a miracle. Almost unconsciously I went on rubbing her hands, while evidence of returning life became plainer and plainer. Then I trembled lest the shock of seeing me there in that silent vault should kill her, or do her serious injury, and yet I longed to hear her
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