FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170  
171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   >>   >|  
, and I had no more candle. I thought of the candles in the church, and wondered how I could get at them. "Ruth," I said, "could you bear to stay here while I go into the church for another light? Our candle is nearly out." "No, Roger," she said, clinging to me, "I could not bear for you to leave me," and she clung to me more closely. I lifted her out of her narrow bed and prepared to carry her. I had not much difficulty in this. She was very light, very thin. Taking the lantern in my hand I bore her away from her dread resting-place. With what a sense of relief I lifted my darling through the narrow entrance! With what gladness I realised that she was not dead! When I went down my heart was cold and heavy as lead; now it was warm; it beat with new life. I went down in what seemed to be the darkness of death; I came out into the light of Heaven! I seized a candle which stood on the Communion table and lit it from the one in my lantern which had almost gone out. Then I tried to take off my coat to wrap her in, but this she would not allow me to do. She was still unselfish Ruth, suffering herself rather than let another suffer. So I took the cloth that lay on the table, the doth which was marked with a cross. I wrapped her in that, and surely I committed no sacrilege in doing so. It was large and warm, and entirely covered her, all but her white feet that peeped out from under her shroud. I took another look at her, a longing, loving look. Her old beauty was coming back; she was losing all fear as she realised my presence. "Ruth," I said, "it is your Roger who asks you, may I kiss you?" A faint smile came into her face, something like the smile I had seen in the olden days. "Dare you kiss me in my shroud, Roger?" she said. Even then she could not repress the quaint, quiet humour I had loved years before. Dare I! I covered her face with kisses, and as I did so I forgot everything, forgot all I had done, forgot where I was. I only knew that I held Ruth in my arms, and that her lips met mine! Then, in spite of her protests, I took off my coat and wrapped it around her little feet. "What are you going to do with me, Roger?" she said. "I am going to carry you home," I said. "Home! Home where?" "Home to Morton Hall." "Can you?" she said. "It is a long way. "Can I?" I said with a laugh. She looked at me as though she gloried in my strength, and was glad she could tr
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170  
171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

forgot

 

candle

 
realised
 

wrapped

 
covered
 

shroud

 
church
 
narrow
 

lifted

 

lantern


losing
 
coming
 

beauty

 

presence

 

loving

 
Morton
 

longing

 

peeped

 
quaint
 

repress


humour

 

strength

 
looked
 

protests

 

gloried

 

kisses

 

resting

 
difficulty
 
Taking
 

relief


gladness

 

darling

 

entrance

 
prepared
 
thought
 

candles

 

wondered

 
closely
 

clinging

 

suffering


unselfish

 
suffer
 

surely

 
committed
 

sacrilege

 
marked
 

darkness

 

Heaven

 

seized

 

Communion