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nce to herself; to take these poems dedicated to her as an event, not in her life or his, but in the history of literature? "No," she said, "you must not look at them that way. If they were, it might be a reason for refusing. I know most people would think they'd less right to accept what wasn't really dedicated to them. But, you see, it's just because it isn't really dedicated to me that I can accept it." "But it is--" "No, not to me. You wouldn't be so great a poet if it were. I don't see myself here; but I see you, and your idea of me. It's--it's dedicated to that dream of yours. Didn't I tell you your dream was divorced from reality?" "You told me it would be reconciled to it." "And it is, isn't it? And the reality is worth all the dreams that ever were?" He could have told her that so it appeared to those who are bound in the house of bondage; but that in Leuce, the country of deliverance, the dream and the reality are indivisible, being both divine. He could have told her that he had known as much five years ago; even before he knew her. "After all," he said, "that's admitting that they _are_ divided. And that, if you remember, was what I said, not what you said." Lucia evaded the issue in a fashion truly feminine. "It doesn't matter a bit what either of us said then, so long as _you_ know now." "There's one thing I don't know. I don't know how you really take it; or whether you will really understand. Just now I thought you did, But after all it seems you don't. You think I'm only trying to pay you a stupid literary compliment. You think when I wrote those things I didn't mean them; my imagination was simply taking a rather more eccentric flight than usual. Isn't that so?" "I'm certainly allowing for your imagination. I can't forget that you are a poet. You won't let me forget it. I can't separate your genius from the rest of you." "And I can't separate the rest of me from it. That makes the difference, you see." He was angry as he said that. He had wondered whether she would deal as tenderly with his passion as she had dealt with his dream; and she had dealt just as tenderly. But it was because she identified the passion with the dream. He had not been prepared for that view of it; and somehow it annoyed him. But for that, he would never have spoken as he now did. "When I wondered how you would take it I thought it might possibly strike you as something rather too real, almost offensiv
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