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slip and spring; 'Young ladies! Gladys! I am shocked. My dears, Decorum, if you please: turn back at once. Gladys, we blame you most; you should have looked Before you.' Then they sigh,--how kind they are!-- 'What will become of you, if all your life You look a long way off?--look anywhere, And everywhere, instead of at your feet, And where they carry you!' Ah, well, I know It is a pity," Gladys said; "but then We cannot all be wise: happy for me, That other people are. "And yet I wish,-- For sometimes very right and serious thoughts Come to me,--I do wish that they would come When they are wanted!--when I teach the sums On rainy days, and when the practising I count to, and the din goes on and on, Still the same tune and still the same mistake, Then I am wise enough: sometimes I feel Quite old. I think that it will last, and say, 'Now my reflections do me credit! now I am a woman!' and I wish they knew How serious all my duties look to me. And how, my heart hushed down and shaded lies, Just like the sea when low, convenient clouds, Come over, and drink all its sparkles up. But does it last? Perhaps, that very day, The front door opens: out we walk in pairs; And I am so delighted with this world, That suddenly has grown, being new washed, To such a smiling, clean, and thankful world, And with a tender face shining through tears, Looks up into the sometime lowering sky, That has been angry, but is reconciled, And just forgiving her, that I,--that I,-- O, I forget myself: what matters how! And then I hear (but always kindly said) Some words that pain me so,--but just, but true; 'For if your place in this establishment Be but subordinate, and if your birth Be lowly, it the more behooves,--well, well, No more. We see that you are sorry.' Yes! I am always sorry THEN; but now,--O, now, Here is a bight more beautiful than all." "And did they scold her, then, my pretty one? And did she want to be as wise as they, To bear a bucklered heart and priggish mind? Ay, you may crow; she did! but no, no, no, The night-time will not let her, all the stars Say nay to that,--the old sea laughs at her. Why, Gladys is a child; she has not skill To shut herself within her own small cell, And build the door up, and to say, 'Poor me! I am a prisoner'; then to take hewn stones, And, having built the windows up, to say, 'O, it is dark! there is no sunshine here; There never has been.'"
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