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earned, I know not how to live; This pain is part of life and being now,-- It is myself; but yet--but I will try." Then she spoke friendly to him,--of his home, His father, and the old, brave, loving folk; She bade him think of them. And not her words, But having seen her, satisfied his heart. He left her, and went home to live his life, And all the summer heard it said of her, "Yet, she grows stronger"; but when autumn came Again she drooped. A bitter thing it is To lose at once the lover and the love; For who receiveth not may yet keep life In the spirit with bestowal. But for her, This Muriel, all was gone. The man she loved, Not only from her present had withdrawn, But from her past, and there was no such man, There never had been. He was not as one Who takes love in, like some sweet bird, and holds The winged fluttering stranger to his breast, Till, after transient stay, all unaware It leaves him: it has flown. No; this may live In memory,--loved till death. He was not vile; For who by choice would part with that pure bird, And lose the exaltation of its song? He had not strength of will to keep it fast, Nor warmth of heart to keep it warm, nor life Of thought to make the echo sound for him After the song was done. Pity that man: His music is all flown, and he forgets The sweetness of it, till at last he thinks 'Twas no great matter. But he was not vile, Only a thing to pity most in man, Weak,--only poor, and, if he knew it, undone. But Herbert! When she mused on it, her soul Would fain have hidden him forevermore, Even from herself: so pure of speech, so frank, So full of household kindness. Ah, so good And true! A little, she had sometimes thought, Despondent for himself, but strong of faith In God, and faith in her, this man had seemed. Ay, he was gone! and she whom he had wed, As Muriel learned, was sick, was poor, was sad. And Muriel wrote to comfort her, and send, From her small store, money to help her need, With, "Pray you keep it secret." Then the whole Of the cruel tale was told. What more? She died. Her kin, profuse of thanks, not bitterly, Wrote of the end. "Our sister fain had seen Her husband; prayed him sore to come. But no. And then she prayed him that he would forgive, Madam, her breaking of the truth to you. Dear madam, he was angry, yet we think He might have let her see, before she died, The wor
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