FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94  
95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   >>   >|  
ything but their daily struggle for life. Yet she had a mother's instinct about the danger to her daughter, and had been pleased to have her go to Father Damon's chapel. And, besides, he could not bring himself in that presence to seem to rebuke Ruth Leigh. Was she not practically doing what his Lord did--going about healing the sick, sympathizing with the poor and the discouraged, taking upon herself the burden of the disconsolate, literally, without thought of self, sharing, as it were, the misery and sin of this awful city? And today, for the first time, he seemed to have seen the woman in her--or was it the saint? and he recalled that wonderful illumination of her plain face that made her actually beautiful as she looked up from the little waif of humanity she held in her arms. It had startled him, and struck a new chord in his heart, and planted a new pang there that she had no belief in a future life. It did not occur to him that the sudden joy in her face might have been evoked by seeing him, for it was a long time since she had seen him. Nor did he think that the pang at his heart had another cause than religious anxiety. Ah, priest and worldly saint, how subtle and enduring are the primal instincts of human nature! "Yes," he said, as they walked away, in reply to her inquiry as to his absence, "I have been in retreat a couple of weeks." "I suppose," she said, softly, "you needed the rest; though," and she looked at him professionally, "if you will allow me to say it, it seems to me that you have not rested enough." "I needed strength"--and it was the priest that spoke--"in meditation and prayer to draw upon resources not my own." "And in fasting, too, I dare say," she added, with a little smile. "And why not?" he asked. "Pardon me," she said; "I don't pretend to know what you need. I need to eat, though Heaven knows it's hard enough to keep up an appetite down here. But it is physical endurance you need for the work here. Do you think fasting strengthens you to go through your work night and day?" "I know I couldn't do it on my own strength." And Dr. Leigh recalled times when she had seen him officiating in the chapel apparently sustained by nothing but zeal and pure spirit, and wondered that he did not faint and fall. And faint and fall he did, she was sure, when the service was over. "Well, it may be necessary to you, but not as an example to these people. I see enough involuntary fastin
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94  
95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

recalled

 

looked

 

priest

 

needed

 

strength

 

fasting

 

chapel

 
resources
 

service

 

meditation


prayer

 

rested

 

absence

 

involuntary

 

retreat

 

couple

 
inquiry
 

fastin

 

walked

 

suppose


professionally

 

softly

 

people

 

spirit

 

appetite

 

couldn

 
strengthens
 

physical

 

endurance

 

Heaven


officiating

 

apparently

 

pretend

 

Pardon

 

sustained

 

wondered

 

evoked

 

taking

 
burden
 

disconsolate


discouraged
 
healing
 

sympathizing

 
literally
 

misery

 
thought
 

sharing

 

instinct

 

danger

 

daughter