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ou are not obsessed by the notion that your physical charms are all-powerful, and in that fact there is hope for you. But you attach entirely too much importance to them. You will find them a hindrance for a long time before they begin to be a help to you in your career. And they will always be a temptation to you to take the easy, stupid way of making a living--the only way open to most women that is not positively repulsive." "I think it is the most repulsive," said Mildred. "Don't cant," replied he, unimpressed. "It's not so repulsive to your sort of woman as manual labor--or as any kind of work that means no leisure, no luxury and small pay." "I wonder," said Mildred. "I--I'm afraid you're right. But I WON'T admit it. I don't dare." "That's the finest, truest thing I've ever heard you say," said Keith. Mildred was pleased out of all proportion to the compliment. Said she with frank eagerness, "Then I'm not altogether hopeless?" "As a character, no indeed," replied he. "But as a career-- I was about to say, you may set your mind at rest. I shall never try to collect for my services. I am doing all this solely out of obstinacy." "Obstinacy?" asked the puzzled girl. "The impossible attracts me. That's why I've never been interested to make a career in law or politics or those things. I care only for the thing that can't be done. When I saw you and studied you, as I study every new thing, I decided that you could not possibly make a career." "Why have you changed your mind?" she interrupted eagerly. "I haven't," replied he. "If I had, I should have lost interest in you. Just as soon as you show signs of making a career, I shall lose interest in you. I have a friend, a doctor, who will take only cases where cure is impossible. Looking at you, it occurred to me that here was a chance to make an experiment more interesting than any of his. And as I have no other impossible task inviting me at present, I decided to undertake you--if you were willing." "Why do you tell me this?" she asked. "To discourage me?" "No. Your vanity will prevent that." "Then why?" "To clear myself of all responsibility for you. You understand--I bind myself to nothing. I am free to stop or to go on at any time." "And I?" said Mildred. "You must do exactly as I tell you." "But that is not fair," cried she. "Why not?" inquired he. "Without me you have no hope--none whatever." "I don't b
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