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an afflicted child; the motherly instinct was up in arms now, even fighting the womanly, the passionate instinct of a less selfless love. She bent down and kissed his forehead. "Luke," she said gently, "it would do you such a lot of good if you would only let yourself go." He had contrived to get hold of her hands: those hands which he loved so dearly, with their soft, rose-tinted palms and the scent of sweet peas which clung to them. His own hot fingers closed on those small hands. She stood before him, tall, elegant--not beautiful! Louisa Harris had never been beautiful, nor yet a fairy princess of romance--only a commonplace woman! A woman of the world, over whose graceful form, her personality even, convention invariably threw her mantle--but a woman for all that--with a passion burning beneath the crust of worldly _sang-froid_--with heart attuned to feel every quiver, every sensation of joy and of pain. A woman who loved with every fibre in her--who had the supreme gift of merging self in Love--of giving all, her soul, her heart, her mind and every thought--a woman who roused every chord of passion in a man's heart--the woman whom men adore! And now as Luke de Mountford held her hands, and she stood close beside him, her breath coming and going in quick gasps, with the suppressed excitement of latent self-sacrifice, her eyes glowing and tearless, he half slid from the chair on which he was sitting, and one knee was on the ground, and his face turned up to hers. He almost smiled, as she repeated, with a little sigh: "If you would only let yourself go!" "If I would let myself dwindle down to the level of drivelling fools," he said. "God knows, Lou, it would be easy enough now, when I hold those lovely little hands of yours, and the scent of sweet peas which comes from your dear self reminds me of summer, of old-fashioned gardens of enduring peace. Lou! I dare not even kiss your hands, and yet my whole body aches with the longing to press my lips on them. You see how easily I drift into being a drivelling fool? Would to God I could lie on the ground here before you, and feel the soles of your feet on my neck. How lucky slaves were in olden days, weren't they? They could kneel before their mistress and she would place her naked foot upon their necks. I am a drivelling fool, you see--I talk and talk and let the moments slip by--I am going, Lou, and this is the vision which I am taking with me, the last imp
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