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that truth and experience come in upon them and rack them with the most painful feelings. Stockdale once wrote a declamatory life of Waller. When Johnson's appeared, though in his biography, says Stockdale, "he paid a large tribute to the abilities of Goldsmith and Hawkesworth, yet _he made no mention of my name_." It is evident that Johnson, who knew him well, did not care to remember it. When Johnson was busied on the Life of Pope, Stockdale wrote a pathetic letter to him _earnestly imploring_ "a generous tribute from his authority." Johnson was still obdurately silent; and Stockdale, who had received many acts of humane kindness from him, adds with fretful _naivete_, "In his sentiments towards me he was divided between a benevolence to my interests, and a _coldness to my fame_." Thus, in a moment, in the perverted heart of the scribbler, will ever be cancelled all human obligation for acts of benevolence, if we are _cold to his fame_! And yet let us not too hastily condemn these unhappy men, even for the violation of the lesser moral feelings--it is often but a fatal effect from a melancholy cause; that hallucination of the intellect, in which, if their genius, as they call it, sometimes appears to sparkle like a painted bubble in the buoyancy of their vanity, they are also condemned to see it sinking in the dark horrors of a disappointed author, who has risked his life and his happiness on the miserable productions of his pen. The agonies of a disappointed author cannot, indeed, be contemplated without pain. If they can instruct, the following quotation will have its use. Among the innumerable productions of Stockdale, was a "History of Gibraltar," which might have been interesting, from his having resided there: in a moment of despair, like Medea, he immolated his unfortunate offspring. "When I had arrived at within a day's work of its conclusion, in consequence of some immediate and mortifying accidents, _my literary adversity_, and all my other misfortunes, took _fast hold of my mind; oppressed it extremely; and reduced it to a stage of the deepest dejection and despondency_. In this unhappy view of life, I made a sudden resolution--_never more to prosecute the profession of an author_; to retire altogether from the world, and read only for consolation and amusement. _I committed to the flames my History of Gibraltar and my translation of Marsollier's Life of Cardinal Ximenes_; for which the bookse
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