oward him to read the words of Jesus, Francis felt
himself overpowered with a profound agitation. He no longer saw the
priest; it was Jesus, the Crucified One of St. Damian, who was speaking:
"Wherever ye go, preach, saying, 'The kingdom of heaven is at hand. Heal
the sick, cleanse the lepers, cast out devils. Freely ye have received,
freely give. Provide neither silver nor gold nor brass in your purses,
neither scrip nor two coats, nor shoes nor staff, for the laborer is
worthy of his meat.'"
These words burst upon him like a revelation, like the answer of Heaven
to his sighs and anxieties.
"This is what I want," he cried, "this is what I was seeking; from this
day forth I shall set myself with all my strength to put it in
practice." Immediately throwing aside his stick, his scrip, his purse,
his shoes, he determined immediately to obey, observing to the letter
the precepts of the apostolic life.
It is quite possible that some allegorizing tendencies have had some
influence upon this narrative.[31] The long struggle through which
Francis passed before becoming the apostle of the new times assuredly
came to a crisis in the scene at Portiuncula; but we have already seen
how slow was the interior travail which prepared for it.
The revelation of Francis was in his heart; the sacred fire which he was
to communicate to the souls of others came from within his own, but the
best causes need a standard. Before the shabby altar of the Portiuncula
he had perceived the banner of poverty, sacrifice, and love, he would
carry it to the assault of every fortress of sin; under its shadow, a
true knight of Christ, he would marshal all the valiant warriors of a
spiritual strife.
FOOTNOTES:
[1] 3 Soc., 26.
[2] 3 Soc., 10.
[3] This crucifix is preserved in the sacristy of Santa Chiara,
whither the sisters carried it when they left St. Damian.
[4] _Opuscula B. Francisci, Oratio I._
[5] 3 Soc., 13; 2 Cel., 1, 6; Bon., 12; 15; 16.
[6] 3 Soc., 14.
[7] This incident is found in the narrative of 1 Cel., 8: _Ibi
ex more venditis_.
[8] 1 Cel., 8; 3 Soc., 16; Bon. 16. Foligno is a three hours'
walk from Assisi.
[9] 1 Cel., 9; 3 Soc., 16; Bon., 6. Cf. A. SS., p. 567.
[10] 1 Cel., 10; 3 Soc., 16; Bon., 17, A. SS.; p. 568.
[11] 1 Cel., 11.
[12] 1 Cel., 12; 3 Soc., 17; Bon., 18.
[13] 1 Cel., 13; 3 Soc., 18.
[14] 1 Cel., 13. It is possible that at th
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