FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   >>   >|  
ife is to be independent. Is this, then, the road to it?" "You 're tryin' to be what no man ever was, or will be, to the world's end, then," said Billy. "Sure it's the very nature and essence of our life here below that we are dependent one on the other for kindness, for affection, for material help in time of difficulty, for counsel in time of doubt. The rich man and the poor one have their mutual dependencies; and if it was n't so, cowld-hearted and selfish as the world is, it would be five hundred times worse." "You mistake my meaning," said Massy, sternly, "as you often do, to read me a lesson on a text of your own. When I spoke of independence, I meant freedom from the serfdom of another's charity. I would that my life here, at least, should be of my own procuring." "_I_ get mine from _you_," said Traynor, calmly, "and never felt myself a slave on that account." "Forgive me, my dear, kind friend. I could hate myself if I gave you a moment's pain. This temper of mine does not improve by time." "There's one way to conquer it. Don't be broodin' on what's within. Don't be magnifyin' your evil fortunes to your own heart till you come to think the world all little, and yourself all great. Go out to your daily labor, whatever it be, with a stout spirit to do your best, and a thankful, grateful heart that you are able to do it. Never let it out of your mind that if there's many a one your inferior, winnin' his way up to fame and fortune before you, there's just as many better than you toilin' away unseen and unnoticed, wearin' out genius in a garret, and carryin' off a Godlike intellect to an obscure grave!" "You talk to me as though my crying sin were an overweening vanity," said the youth, half angrily. "Well, it's one of them," said Billy; and the blunt frankness of the avowal threw the boy into a fit of laughing. "You certainly do not intend to spoil me, Billy," said he, still laughing. "Why would I do what so many is ready to do for nothing? What does the crowd that praise the work of a young man of genius care where they 're leading him to? It's like people callin' out to a strong swimmer, 'Go out farther and farther,--out to the open say, where the waves is rollin' big, and the billows is roughest; that's worthy of you, in your strong might and your stout limbs. Lave the still water and the shallows to the weak and the puny. _Your_ course is on the mountain wave, over the bottomless ocean.' It's
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

genius

 

laughing

 

farther

 

strong

 

unseen

 

unnoticed

 

toilin

 

crying

 
wearin
 
Godlike

intellect

 

shallows

 
garret
 

carryin

 

obscure

 

bottomless

 

thankful

 
grateful
 

mountain

 
inferior

fortune

 
winnin
 

vanity

 

rollin

 

praise

 

leading

 

callin

 

swimmer

 

intend

 

angrily


overweening
 

people

 
frankness
 

avowal

 

billows

 

roughest

 

worthy

 

improve

 

mutual

 

dependencies


counsel

 

hearted

 

selfish

 

sternly

 

lesson

 

meaning

 
mistake
 

hundred

 

difficulty

 

independent