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you and received your fire; you shot him through the chest,--not mortally, it is true, but to carry to his grave a painful, lingering disease. To have insisted on his again meeting you would have been little less than murder. No man could have stood your friend in such a quarrel. I told you so then, I repeat it now, _he_ could not fire at you; what, then, was it possible for you to do?" "Shoot him,--shoot him like a dog!" cried Glencore, while his eyes gleamed like the glittering eyes of an enraged beast. "You talk of his lingering life of pain: think of _mine_; have some sympathy for what _I_ suffer! Would all the agony of _his_ whole existence equal one hour of the torment he has bequeathed to me, its shame and ignominy?" "These are things which passion can never treat of, my dear Glencore." "Passion alone can feel them," said the other, sternly. "Keep subtleties for those who use like weapons. As for me, no casuistry is needed to tell me I am dishonored, and just as little to tell me I must be avenged! If _you_ think differently, it were better not to discuss this question further between us; but I did think I could have reckoned upon you, for I felt you had barred my first chance of a vengeance." "Now, then, for your plan, Glencore," said Upton, who, with all the dexterity of his calling, preferred opening a new channel in the discussion, to aggravating difficulties by a further opposition. "I must rid myself of her! There's my plan!" cried Glencore, savagely. "You have it all in that resolution. Of no avail is it that I have separated my fortune from hers, so long as she bears my name, and renders it infamous in every city of Europe. Is it to _you_, who live in the world,--who mix with men of every country,--that I need tell this? If a man cannot throw off such a shame, he must sink under it." "But you told me you had an unconquerable aversion to the notion of seeking a divorce." "So I had; so I have! The indelicate, the ignominious course of a trial at law, with all its shocking exposure, would be worse than a thousand deaths! To survive the suffering of all the licensed ribaldry of some gowned coward aspersing one's honor, calumniating, inventing, and, when invention failed, suggesting motives, the very thought of which in secret had driven a man to madness! To endure this--to read it--to know it went published over the wide globe, till one's shame became the gossip of millions--and then--with a ver
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