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allow of her admitting the truth of any such assurance as this. "I know," she said; "I know. And when I read them words in the newspaper I said to the gudeman there, we shall have bridecake from the cottage now before Christmas." "For the matter of that, so you shall," said Luke, shaking hands with her as he went, "or the fault will not be mine." Rachel, as she followed her mother out from the farmyard gate, had not a word to say. Could it have been possible she would have wished to remain silent for the remainder of the evening and for the night, so that she might have time to think of this thing which she had done, and to enjoy the full measure of her happiness. Hitherto she had hardly had any joy in her love. The cup had been hardly given to her to drink before it had been again snatched away, and since then she had been left to think that the draught for which she longed would never again be offered to her lips. The whole affair had now been managed so suddenly, and the action had been so quick, that she had hardly found a moment for thought. Could it be that things were so fixed that there was no room for further disappointment? She had been scalded so cruelly that she still feared the hot water. Her heart was sore with the old hurt, as the head that has ached will be still sore when the actual malady has passed away. She longed for hours of absolute quiet, in which she might make herself sure that her malady had also passed away, and that the soreness which remained came only from the memory of former pain. But there was no such perfect rest within her reach as yet. "Will you tell her or shall I?" said Mrs. Ray, pausing for a moment at the cottage gate. "You had better tell her, mamma." "I suppose she won't set herself against it; will she?" "I hope not, mamma. I shall think her very ill-natured if she does. But it can't make any real difference now, you know." "No; it can't make any difference. Only it will be so uncomfortable." Then with half-frightened, muffled steps they entered their own house, and joined Mrs. Prime in the sitting-room. Mrs. Prime was still reading the serious book; but I am bound to say that her mind had not been wholly intent upon it during the long absence of her mother and sister. She had struggled for a time to ignore the slight fact that her companions were away gossiping with the neighbouring farmer's wife; she had made a hard fight with her book, pinning her eye
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