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le, but she answered distinctly, "I do ca'e, Mr. Gregory." "Thank you for that much; I don't count upon more than you have said. Clementina, I am going to be a missionary. I think I shall ask to be sent to China; I've not decided yet. My life will be hard; it will be full of danger and privation; it will be exile. You will have to think of sharing such a life if you think--" He stopped; the time had come for her to speak, and she said, "I knew you wanted to be a missionary--" "And--and--you would go with me? You would"--He started toward her, and she did not shrink from him, now; but he checked himself. "But you mustn't, you know, for my sake." "I don't believe I quite undastand," she faltered. "You must not do it for me, but for what makes me do it. Without that our life, our work, could have no consecration." She gazed at him in patient, faintly smiling bewilderment, as if it were something he would unriddle for her when he chose. "We mustn't err in this; it would be worse than error; it would be sin." He took a turn about the room, and then stopped before her. "Will you--will you join me in a prayer for guidance, Clementina?" "I--I don't know," she hesitated. "I will, but--do you think I had betta?" He began, "Why, surely"--After a moment he asked gravely, "You believe that our actions will be guided aright, if we seek help?" "Oh, yes--yes--" "And that if we do not, we shall stumble in our ignorance?" "I don't know. I never thought of that." "Never thought of it--" "We never did it in our family. Father always said that if we really wanted to do right we could find the way." Gregory looked daunted, and then he frowned darkly. "Are you provoked with me? Do you think what I have said is wrong?" "No, no! You must say what you believe. It would be double hypocrisy in me if I prevented you." "But I would do it, if you wanted me to," she said. "Oh, for me, for ME!" he protested. "I will try to tell you what I mean, and why you must not, for that very reason." But he had to speak of himself, of the miracle of finding her again by the means which should have lost her to him forever; and of the significance of this. Then it appeared to him that he could not reject such a leading without error, without sin. "Such a thing could not have merely happened." It seemed so to Clementina, too; she eagerly consented that this was something they must think of, as well. But the light waned, the d
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