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ar." "Won't you tell me?" she persisted. "You see, I am dull at these things." "Well, what if they do?" he conceded. "You more than make it up to me--you outweigh a thousand families." "And would your marriage to a--a--to me destroy your army career?" "Well, it will really be much easier for both of us if I resign from the Service," he finally admitted. "In fact, I've decided to do so at once." "No, no! You mustn't do that. To-night you think I am worth the price, but a day will come--" He leaned forward and caught her hands in his. "--Meade, I can't let you do it." "I'd like to see you help yourself," he said, banteringly. "I can and I will. You must not marry me, Meade--it's not right--it can't be." She suddenly realized what this renunciation would mean, and began to shiver. To think of losing him now, after he had come to her freely--it would be very hard! But to her, too, there had come the revelation that love means sacrifice, and she knew now that she loved her soldier too well to let her shadow darken his bright future, too well to ruin him. "It will be over before you know it," she heard him saying, in a lame attempt at levity. "Father Barnum is an expert, and the operation won't occupy him ten minutes." "Meade, you must listen to me now," she said, so earnestly that it sobered him. "Do you think a girl could be happy if she knew a good man had spoiled his life for her? I would rather die now than let you do such a thing. I couldn't bear to see myself a drag on you. Oh, I know it would be wonderful, this happiness of ours, for a time, and then--" She was finding it more and more difficult to continue. "A prisoner grows to hate the chains that bind him; when that day came for you, I should hate myself. No, no! Believe me, it can't be. You're not of my people, and I'm not of yours." At that moment they heard the voices of the trader and his squaw outside, approaching the house. The girl's breath caught in her throat, she flung herself recklessly upon her lover's breast and threw her arms around his neck in an agony of farewell. "Meade! Meade! my soldier!" she sobbed, "kiss me good-bye for the last time!" "No," he said roughly. But she dragged his face down to her burning lips. "Now you must go," she said, tearing herself away, "and, for my sake, don't see me again." "I will! I will! I'll ask your father for you to-night." "No, no! Don't; please don't! Wait till--till to-
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