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him; the other children, in their hospital dresses, were shoved brutally toward their places, menaced by butt and bayonet. "March!" bawled the officer in command. But now, among the dark-garbed nuns, a slender white figure was struggling frantically to free herself: "You red dogs!" she cried in an agonised voice. "Let that English woman go! It is I you want! Do you hear! I mock at you! I mock at your resolution! Boje Tzaria Khrani! Down with the Bolsheviki!" A soldier turned and fired at her; the bullet smashed an ikon above her head. "I am the Grand Duchess Marie!" she sobbed. "I demand my place! I demand my fate! Let that American girl go! Do you hear what I say? Red beasts! Red beasts! I am the Grand Duchess!----" The officer who closed the file turned savagely and shook his heavy cavalry sabre at her: "I'll come back in a moment and cut your throat for you!" he yelled. Then, in the file, and just as the last bayonets were vanishing through the crypt door, one of the young girls turned and kissed her hand to the sobbing novice--a pretty gesture, tender, gay, not tragic, even almost mischievously triumphant. It was the adieu of the Grand Duchess Tatyana to the living world--her last glimpse of it through the flames of the altar candles gilding the dead Christ on his jewelled cross--the image of that Christ she was so soon to gaze upon when those lovely, mischievous young eyes of hers unclosed in Paradise.... The door of the crypt slammed. A terrible silence reigned in the chapel. Then the novice uttered a cry, caught the foot of the cross with desperate hands, hung there convulsively. To her the Mother Superior turned, weeping. But at her touch the girl, crazed with grief, lifted both hands and tore from her own face the veil of her novitiate just begun;--tore her white garments from her shoulders, crying out in a strangled voice that if a Christian God let such things happen then He was no God of hers--that she would never enter His service--that the Lord Christ was no bridegroom for her; and, her novitiate was ended--ended together with every vow of chastity, of humility, of poverty, of even common humanity which she had ever hoped to take. The girl was now utterly beside herself; at one moment flaming and storming with fury among the terrified, huddling nuns; the next instant weeping, stamping her felt-shod foot in ungovernable revolt at this horror which any God in any heaven could pe
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