give me all I asked. Perhaps he made enough to keep
us, but had nothing to leave behind. Mrs Nisbet just referred to the
subject one evening, and I could see from her manner that there was
something I did not know, so I turned the conversation at once. I had
had so much trouble that I felt as if I simply could not bear any more
bad news just then, and would rather remain in ignorance as long as
possible. It was weak, perhaps, but--can't you understand the feeling?"
"Me name's O'Shaughnessy!" said Jack simply. "We never face a
disagreeable fact until it comes so close that we hit ourselves against
it. I'm sorry; but don't worry more than you can help. I've been short
of money all my life, but I don't know anyone who has had a better time.
So long as you have youth and health, what does it matter whether you
are rich or poor? It's all in the way you look at things. For useful
purposes, most people can make their money go farther than mine, but for
sheer fun and enjoyment I'll back my half-crown against another fellow's
sovereign!"
"Ah, but you're Irish! You have the happy temperament which can throw
off troubles and forget all about them for the time being. They sit
right down upon my shoulders--little black imps of care, and anxiety,
and quaking fears, and press so heavily that I can remember nothing
else. Perhaps I could be philosophical too, if I were one of a big,
happy family--but when one is all alone--"
"All alone--when I'm here! How can you be all alone, when there are two
of ye!" cried Jack impulsively.
He had resolved, not once, but a hundred times over, that he would speak
no words but those of friendship; that no temptation, however strong,
should make him break his vow of silence; but some impulses seem
independent of thought. He did not know what he was going to do, he was
conscious of no mental prompting, but one moment he was quietly sitting
in his corner opposite Sylvia, and the next he was seated beside her,
with both arms wrapped tightly round her trembling figure, and she was
shedding tears of mingled sorrow and happiness upon his shoulder.
"I've been in love with you ever since the first evening you came to our
house. Before that! Ever since I saw you sitting up at your window in
your little red jacket. You knew it, didn't you? You found that out
for yourself?"
"No--Yes! Sometimes. Only I thought--I was afraid it couldn't be true,
and there was--Mollie!" faltered Sylvi
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