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point of view. Clearly it _was_ no business of mine; but Mrs Levret was so much in earnest, and had impressed me so strongly with what "_had been given to her_," that I felt I must persevere, in the young fellow's own interests. So I explained that I had no wish to pry into his private affairs from any mere unworthy curiosity, but that having myself felt the malignant presence that was said to be haunting him, and being told that only confession would remove it, I hoped he would consider the matter seriously before obstinately closing the door of opportunity now open to him. "Who could foretell when he might have another chance?" A long pause succeeded these words. I felt that the angry, irritable mood was passing over, and when my hand was next influenced to write, the words that came were not the usual curt "_None of your business_," but an apology for his rude reception of my efforts to help him, and a full confession, which entirely bore out Mrs Levret's impressions. He told me that it was only too true that he had betrayed a young woman in a different rank of life from his own. She had died in child-birth _the preceding midsummer_, and had died cursing him for his perfidy. Ever since (it was now late in June) he had been haunted by her presence, seeing nothing, but always conscious of a malignant spirit tempting him to his own destruction. The mental agony was so great that he told me he did not think he could endure it much longer, and had almost decided to put an end to his life (little realising, poor fellow, that bad as this life might be, the next phase would be far worse for him). After trying to soothe and comfort him, without in any way minimising the weight of his sin or attempting to lessen his remorse for it, it struck me that it would be well to try and have a little talk with his poor young victim. So saying good-bye, and promising to remember him in future, I asked mentally for _her_ spirit to come, and then tried to influence her in the direction of forgiveness. It was a hard struggle, and no wonder. The poor young woman had trusted him, had been deceived, and finally launched into another sphere without any preparation for it. What wonder that she haunted the man who had wronged her so terribly, through pure selfishness, and that any love she had ever borne him had long since turned to deadly hate! It needed both time and patience to rouse even mere passive feelings towards him. I s
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