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tly not the conclusion of young Talbot Forbes. I had never seen this boy in my life, nor his mother; but I suppose my old friendship with his father, and my deep sympathy with the latter, enabled the son to approach me soon after he had passed into the next sphere. Anyway, he made me conscious of his presence by my bedside during the greater part of the night following my receipt of his father's letter. Owing to my severe illness I was sleeping very little, and once or twice in the night an attendant came in to make up my fire and keep the temperature of the room even, so that I had ample opportunity for realising the presence of my hitherto unknown visitor. Those who know what "hearing with the inner ear" means will realise the method through which the following conversation took place, so far as I can now recall it:-- _TALBOT._--"_Yes, it is Talbot Forbes. I want to speak to you. Please listen to me! I want to tell you, you must do more for them than this--you have to help them about me._" E. K. B.--"Who do you mean by '_them_'?" _TALBOT._--"_My parents, of course. Don't you understand what I am saying? You have to do more for them--you must make them know I am close to them._" Now I could only suppose that he wished me to write again to his father, and explain more fully my own ideas on the subject of our departed friends. As this would have involved a wearisome and almost certainly _useless_ discussion on a topic which I had reason to know was very distasteful to the boy's father, I said rather shortly, and I am afraid with some of the petulance of an invalid: "Oh, do be quiet, and leave me alone! I have done all I can, and there is no more to be said about it. I am very sorry for you, but I really can't help you in this. I don't know your mother or what her views about it may be; and as for your father--well, I am not going to worry and torment him about ideas that he dislikes and disapproves of, and just now, too, when he is so miserable! No, I won't do it, not even if you come and worry me about it every night." I was feeling ill and weary, and longing for sleep, and hoped this would be a quietus to my young friend. Not a bit of it! His next remark was: "_What does it matter what_ YOU _think or what you mean to do or not to do? You have to help them, not to think about your own feelings._" This was frank at anyrate, but not altogether convincing. Soon afterwards, tired out with the discuss
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