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d spoke gently: "Before we talk of anything else, dear, there's a question I must ask you, and you must answer it in one word--yes, or no. You'll want to say more, and afterwards you may--but not at first." She paused, and a note of apology crept into the voice that went on again: "I feel disloyal even to ask it, but it's a thing I'm pledged to do, and I'll explain the reason afterwards." Boone smiled with the confidence of a man for whom the witness stand holds no terror. "Ask it, dearest." "Did you ... ever"--she faltered a moment, then went hurriedly on, as if racing against a failure of resolve--"ask ... any other girl ... to marry you?" The smile was struck from his face in an instant, leaving his eyes pained and his lips straight and tight, and her gaze, fixed on his, read the swift change of expression and responded with a sudden terror in her own pupils. "I was never ... in love with any one...!" "One word!" Her interruption came in a tone he had never heard her use before. It was so quiet that it carried with it a chill like that of death. "Yes or no." Boone felt a cold moisture on his hands and temples. A matter easy to explain had, of a sudden, become inexplicable. Looking back over lapsed years, all the quixotic urging of a false sense of justice had gone out of conduct which had then seemed so mandatory. The inescapable obligation to which he had responded seemed empty and twisted now. He could see only that he had insulted Happy with a half offer and been false to his avowed love of Anne and to his duty to himself. That, at the time, he had been groping toward a callow and half-baked conception of honour failed now to extenuate his blunder, and if he himself could no longer understand it, how could he hope to make her do so? His voice came in a dull monotone. "Yes," he said, "I did. May I explain?" In the credo of this girl's life fairness and generosity were twin cornerstones, and condemnation without hearing was an abhorrent and mean injustice. But the unadmitted poison of an accusation fought in secret had been insidiously undermining her sanity on the one central theme of her life, and Boone's affirmative had seemed to sever with a shock of complete surprise the anchor cable of her faith. "No," she said, and for once it might have been the acid-marred voice of her mother, "that's all I need to know." "But, Anne"--Boone took an impulsive step toward her and sought to spe
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