FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396  
397   398   399   400   >>  
. You are his son, I say, Wilton. Do you hear?--His natural son, by a very pretty lady called Miss Harriet Oswald!--But upon my honour I must go, or I shall miss the King." And turning round with an air of perfect coolness and composure, the Earl quitted the room, leaving Wilton thunderstruck and overwhelmed with grief. CHAPTER XLIII. The whole of the Earl's dark scheme was cleared up to Wilton's eyes in a moment; and the secret of his own fate was only given to him in conjunction with an insight into that black and base transaction, of which he had been made an unwitting tool. Horrible, most horrible to himself was the disappointment of all his hopes. The bright dreams that he had entertained, the visions of gay things which he had suffered the enchanter Imagination to call forth from the former obscurity of his fate, were all dispelled by the words that he had just heard spoken; and everything dark, and painful and agonising, was spread out around him in its stead. He was as one who, having fallen asleep in a desert, has dreamt sweet dreams, and then suddenly wakes with the rising sun, to find nothing but arid desolation around him. Thus, painful indeed would have been his feelings if he had only had to contemplate his situation in reference to himself alone; but when he recollected how his position bore upon the Duke and Laura, the thought thereof almost drove him mad. The deceit which had been practised upon him had taught him to entertain hopes, and to pursue objects which he never would have dreamed of, had it not been for that deceit. It had made him throw open his heart to the strongest of all affections, it had made him give himself up entirely to ardent and passionate love, from which he would have fled as from his bane, had he known what was now told to him. He had been made also the instrument of basely deceiving others. He knew that the Duke would never have heard of such a thing as his marriage with Lady Laura; he, knew that in all probability he would never have admitted him into any extraordinary intimacy with his family, if he had not firmly believed that he was anything but that which he was now proved to be. He did not know, but he doubted much whether Laura, knowing her father's feelings upon such a subject, would ever have thought of him otherwise than as an ordinary acquaintance. He knew not, he could not tell, whether she herself might not upon that subject entertain the same feelings as the Duke. But what would be their sensa
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396  
397   398   399   400   >>  



Top keywords:

Wilton

 

feelings

 

painful

 
thought
 

deceit

 

dreams

 

entertain

 

subject

 

ordinary

 
thereof

acquaintance

 
taught
 
objects
 

dreamed

 
father
 

pursue

 

practised

 

contemplate

 
situation
 
desolation

reference

 
position
 

recollected

 

extraordinary

 
intimacy
 

family

 

firmly

 
instrument
 

marriage

 

deceiving


admitted

 

probability

 

basely

 

believed

 

strongest

 

affections

 

knowing

 

passionate

 

proved

 

ardent


doubted

 

quitted

 
leaving
 

thunderstruck

 

overwhelmed

 

composure

 

coolness

 
turning
 

perfect

 

CHAPTER