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ceases to be supposition and becomes fact. As a matter of fact, my uneasiness about the house resolved itself into an uneasiness about the telephone. It seems less absurd now than it did then. But I remember what Willie said about it that morning on our way to the church. "It rings at night, Willie," I said. "And when I go there is no one there." "So do all telephones," he replied briskly. "It's their greatest weakness." "Once or twice we have found the thing on the floor in the morning. It couldn't blow over or knock itself down." "Probably the cat," he said, with the patient air of a man arguing with an unreasonable woman. "Of course," he added--we were passing the churchyard then, dominated by what the village called the Benton "mosolem"--"there's a chance that those dead-and-gone Bentons resent anything as modern as a telephone. It might be interesting to see what they would do to a victrola." "I'm going to tell you something, Willie," I said. "I am afraid of the telephone." He was completely incredulous. I felt rather ridiculous, standing there in the sunlight of that summer Sabbath and making my confession. But I did it. "I am afraid of it," I repeated. "I'm desperately sure you will never understand. Because I don't. I can hardly force myself to go to it. I hate the very back corner of the hall where it stands, I--" I saw his expression then, and I stopped, furious with myself. Why had I said it? But more important still, why did I feel it? I had not put it into words before, I had not expected to say it then. But the moment I said it I knew it was true. I had developed an idee fixe. "I have to go downstairs at night and answer it," I added, rather feebly. "It's on my nerves, I think." "I should think it is," he said, with a note of wonder in his voice. "It doesn't sound like you. A telephone!" But just at the church door he stopped me, a hand on my arm. "Look here," he said, "don't you suppose it's because you're so dependent on the telephone? You know that if anything goes wrong with it, you're cut off, in a way. And there's another point--you get all your news over it, good and bad." He had difficulty, I think, in finding the words he wanted. "It's--it's vital," he said. "So you attach too much importance to it, and it gets to be an obsession." "Very likely," I assented. "The whole thing is idiotic, anyhow." But--was it idiotic? I am endeavoring to set things down as they s
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