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for goodness' sake!" "I must, my lad, because I think--mind you, I say I think--" "Doctor, if you begin to think Drew Lennox is a coward I'll never respect you again," cried Dickenson angrily. "I don't think he's a coward, my dear boy," said the doctor, laying his hand upon the young officer's arm. "I think he's as brave a lad as ever stepped, and I like him; but no man is perfect, and the result of that horrible plunge into the bowels of the earth shook him so that in that fierce fight he grew for a bit very weak indeed." "Impossible, doctor!" cried the young man fiercely. "Quite possible," said the doctor, pressing his companion's arm; "and now let me finish. I tell you, I like Drew Lennox, and if I am right I shall think none the less of him." "_Ur-r-r-r_!" growled Dickenson. "It is between ourselves, mind, and it is only my theory. He lost his nerve in the middle of that fight--had a fit of panic, and, as Roby and the corporal say (very cruelly and bitterly), ran for his life--bolted." "I'll never believe it, sir." "Well, remain a heretic if you like; but that's my theory." "I tell you, sir--" "Wait a minute, my lad; I haven't done. I suggest that he had this seizure--" "And I swear he had not!" "Wait till I've finished, boy," said the doctor sternly. Dickenson stood with his brow knit and his fists clenched, almost writhing in his anger; and the doctor went on: "I suggest, my dear boy, that he had this fit of panic and was aware that it must be known, when, after running right away--" "Yes, sir; go on," said Dickenson savagely--"after running away--" "He came quite to himself, felt that he would be branded as a coward by all who knew him, and then, in a mad fit of despair--" "Yes, sir--and then?" "You told me that he came back without his revolver." "Yes, sir," said Dickenson mockingly--"and then he didn't blow his brains out." "No," said the doctor quietly, "for he had lost his pistol, perhaps in the fight; but it seems to me, Dickenson, that in his agony of shame, despair, and madness, he tried to hang himself." "Tried to do what?" roared Dickenson. "What I say, my dear boy," said the doctor gravely. "I say, doctor, have you been too much in the sun?" said Dickenson, with a forced laugh, one which sounded painful in the extreme. "No, my dear fellow; I am perfectly calm, and everything points to the fact--his state when you found him, sorrowful, repentant
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