st with a trace of hardness in his voice.
"Then," he said, "won't you sit down. This is naturally a
little--embarrassing--but I'll try to listen."
Agatha sank into a seat by the open window, for she felt physically
worn-out, and there was a task she shrank from before her.
"Gregory," she said, "I feel that we have come near making what might
prove to be a horrible mistake."
"We?" said Hawtrey, while the blood rose into his weather-darkened
face. "That means both of us."
"Yes," said Agatha, with a quietness that cost her an effort.
Hawtrey spread his hands out forcibly. "Do you want me to admit that
I've made one?"
"Are you quite sure you haven't?"
She flung the question at him sharply in tense apprehension, for, after
all, if the man was sure of himself, there was only one course open to
her. He leaned upon the table, gazing at her, and as he did so his
indignation melted, and doubts commenced to creep into his mind.
She looked weary, and grave, and almost haggard, and it was a fresh,
light-hearted girl he had fallen in love with in England. The mark of
the last two years of struggle was just then plain on her, though,
while he did not recognise this, it would pass away again. He tried to
realise what he had looked for when he had asked her to marry him, and
could not do so clearly; but there was in the back of his mind a
half-formulated notion that it had been a cheerful companion, somebody
to amuse him. She scarcely seemed likely to do the latter now. He
was, however, not one of the men who can face a crisis collectedly, and
his thoughts became confused, until one idea emerged from them. He had
pledged himself to her, and the fact laid a certain obligation upon
him. It was his part to over-rule any fancies she might be disposed to
indulge in.
"Well," he said stoutly, "I'm not going to admit anything of that kind.
The journey has been too much for you. You haven't got over it yet."
He lowered his voice, and his face softened. "Aggy, dear, I've waited
four years for you."
That stirred her, for it was certainly true, and his gentleness had
also its effect. The situation was becoming more and more difficult,
for it seemed impossible to make him understand that he would in all
probability speedily tire of her. She now recognised that, but to make
it clear that she could never be satisfied with him was a thing she
shrank from.
"How have you passed those four years?" she asked, to gai
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