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st with a trace of hardness in his voice. "Then," he said, "won't you sit down. This is naturally a little--embarrassing--but I'll try to listen." Agatha sank into a seat by the open window, for she felt physically worn-out, and there was a task she shrank from before her. "Gregory," she said, "I feel that we have come near making what might prove to be a horrible mistake." "We?" said Hawtrey, while the blood rose into his weather-darkened face. "That means both of us." "Yes," said Agatha, with a quietness that cost her an effort. Hawtrey spread his hands out forcibly. "Do you want me to admit that I've made one?" "Are you quite sure you haven't?" She flung the question at him sharply in tense apprehension, for, after all, if the man was sure of himself, there was only one course open to her. He leaned upon the table, gazing at her, and as he did so his indignation melted, and doubts commenced to creep into his mind. She looked weary, and grave, and almost haggard, and it was a fresh, light-hearted girl he had fallen in love with in England. The mark of the last two years of struggle was just then plain on her, though, while he did not recognise this, it would pass away again. He tried to realise what he had looked for when he had asked her to marry him, and could not do so clearly; but there was in the back of his mind a half-formulated notion that it had been a cheerful companion, somebody to amuse him. She scarcely seemed likely to do the latter now. He was, however, not one of the men who can face a crisis collectedly, and his thoughts became confused, until one idea emerged from them. He had pledged himself to her, and the fact laid a certain obligation upon him. It was his part to over-rule any fancies she might be disposed to indulge in. "Well," he said stoutly, "I'm not going to admit anything of that kind. The journey has been too much for you. You haven't got over it yet." He lowered his voice, and his face softened. "Aggy, dear, I've waited four years for you." That stirred her, for it was certainly true, and his gentleness had also its effect. The situation was becoming more and more difficult, for it seemed impossible to make him understand that he would in all probability speedily tire of her. She now recognised that, but to make it clear that she could never be satisfied with him was a thing she shrank from. "How have you passed those four years?" she asked, to gai
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