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not stay with Mrs. Hastings indefinitely, and she had not the least notion where to go or what she was to do. She was leaning back in her chair wearily with half-closed eyes when her hostess came in and looked at her with a smile that suggested comprehension. Mrs. Hastings was thin, and seemed a trifle worn, but she had shrewd, kindly eyes. Just then she wore a plain print dress which was dusted here and there with flour. "So you have sent him away?" she said. It was borne in upon Agatha that she could be candid with this woman who she fancied had already guessed the truth. "Yes," she said, "for six months. That is, we are not to decide on anything until they have expired. I felt we must get used to each other. It seemed best." "To you. Did it seem best to Gregory?" A flush crept into Agatha's face. Though his acquiescence had been a relief to her, she felt that after all he might have made a more vigorous protest. "He gave in to me," she said. Mrs. Hastings looked thoughtful. "Well," she said, "I believe you were wise, but that opens up another question. What are you going to do in the meanwhile?" "I don't know," said Agatha wearily. "I suppose I shall have to go away--to Winnipeg, most probably. I could teach, I think." "How are you and Gregory to get used to each other if you go away?" Agatha made a little helpless gesture. "I hadn't looked at it in that light." "Are you very anxious to get used to him?" Agatha shrank from the question; but there was a constraining kindliness in her companion's eyes. "I daren't quite think about it yet. I mean to try. I must try. I seem to be playing an utterly contemptible, selfish part, but I could not marry him--now!" Her hostess quietly crossed the room, and sat down by her side. "My dear," she said, "as I told you, I think you are doing right, and in some respects I believe I know how you feel. Everybody prophesied disaster when I came out to join Allen from a sheltered home in Montreal, and at the beginning my life here was not easy to me. It was all so different, and there were times when I was afraid, and my heart was horribly heavy. If it hadn't been for Allen I think I should have given in and broken down. He understood, however. He never failed me." Agatha's eyes grew misty, and she turned her head away. "Yes," she said, "that would make it wonderfully easier." "You must forgive me," said her companion. "It was
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