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wretchedly unhappy." She found Ann's faint smile irritating. "I ought to know," she added sharply, "for I've lived in the house with him most of my life." "You may have lived in the house with him, Katie," gently came Ann's overwhelming response. "You've never understood him." Katie openly gasped. But some of her anger passed swiftly into a wondering how much truth there might be in the preposterous statement. Wayne as "immune" was another idea jeering at her now. And that further assumption, which had been there all the while, though only now consciously recognized, that Wayne's knowing Ann's story, made Ann, to Wayne, impossible-- Living in the same house with people did not seem to have a great deal to do with knowing their hearts. "Wayne," Ann had resumed, in voice low and shaken with feeling, "has the sweetest nature of any one in this world. He's been unhappy just because he hadn't found happiness. If you could see him with me, Katie, I don't think you'd say he had an unhappy nature--or worry much about our not being happy." Katie was silent, driven back; vanquished, less by the words than by the light they had brought to Ann's face. And what she had been wanting--had thought she was ready to fight for--was happiness--for every one. "Of course I know," Ann said, "that that's not it." That light had all gone from her face. It was twisted, as by something cruel, blighting, as she said just above a whisper: "There's no use pretending we don't know what it is." She turned her face away, shielding it with her muff. It was all there--right there between them--opened, live, throbbing. All that it had always meant--all that generations of thinking and feeling had left around it. And to Katie, held hard, it was true, all too bitterly true, that she came of what Mrs. Prescott called a long line of fine and virtuous women. In her misery it seemed that the one thing one need have no fear about was losing the things they had left one. But other things had been left her. The war virtues! The braving and the fighting and the bearing. Hardihood. Unflinchingness. Unwhimperingness. Those things fought within her as she watched Ann shaken with the sobs she was trying to repress. Well at least she would not play the coward's part with it! She brought herself to look it straight in the face. And what she saw was that if she could be brave enough to go herself into a more spacious country, leaving hurt
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