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et a better line on the thing! But she did not stop, and somehow while she cried he could see nothing good in Bangs or what he stood for. Hour after hour his ambition and his love fought against his principles, and dawn found him still awake, staring at the ceiling. Going back to town after an early breakfast, he said to Mr. Bangs: "I've been thinking it over, sir, and if you don't mind I think I'll keep the position I've got." "What do you mean?" demanded Mr. Bangs. "You decline the promotion?" "I am afraid I am not the man for the job," said Quin. "That's for me to decide." Quin was visibly embarrassed. After his enthusiasm of the night before, his present attitude called for an explanation. "Well, you see," he said awkwardly, "it may be good business and all that, but there are some things a fellow can't do when he feels about them the way I do." "Meaning, I suppose, that your standards are so much higher than those of the rest of us that you cannot trade in the market-place?" "No, sir; I don't mean anything of the kind," Quin flashed back, hot at the accusations of self-righteousness, but unable to defend himself without criticizing his employer. "And this is final? You've definitely decided?" "I have." "Very well; I am through with you." And Mr. Bangs unfolded his newspaper and read it the rest of the way to the city. At the office door he was dismounting from the car with his silence still unbroken, when Quin asked nervously: "Shall I go on with my old job, sir?" Mr. Bangs wheeled upon him, his eyes like fiery gimlets. "No!" he thundered. "You needn't go on with anything! For six months I have wasted time trying to teach you something about business. I've pushed you along faster than your ability warranted. I've given you a chance to quadruple your salary. And what is the result? You give me a lot of hot air about your conscience. Why don't you get a soap-box and preach on the street-corners? You can draw your money and go. There is no room on my pay-roll for angels!" And, with a contemptuous shrug, he passed into the factory, leaving Quin standing dazed and appalled on the sidewalk. CHAPTER 29 As long as a man can see his goal shining, however faint and distant, he will steer his craft with tolerable reason and patience; but let the beacon-light be extinguished, and he promptly abandons reason and rashly trusts to instinct to guide hi
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