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She went further: she doubted that he was fully conscious of where he was. Suddenly she became aware of the fact that he had brought no lunch. A little kindness would not bring the world tumbling about her ears. So she approached him with sandwiches. "You forgot your lunch," she said. "Won't you take these?" For a space he merely stared at her, perhaps wondering if she were real. Then a bit of colour flowed into his sunken white cheeks. "Thank you; but I've a pocket full of water-chestnuts. I'm not hungry." "Better eat these, even if you don't want them," she urged. "My name is Ruth Enschede." "Mine is Howard Spurlock." Immediately he stepped back. Instinctively she imitated this action, chilled and a little frightened at the expression of terror that confronted her. Why should he stare at her in this fashion?--for all the world as if she had pointed a pistol at his head? CHAPTER III He had said it, spoken it like that ... his own name! After all these weeks of trying to obliterate even the memory of it!... to have given it to this girl without her asking! The thought of peril cleared a space in the alcoholic fog. He saw the expression on the girl's face and understood what it signified, that it was the reflected pattern of his own. He shut his eyes and groped for the wall to steady himself, wondering if this bit of mummery would get over. "I beg your pardon!... A bit rocky this morning.... That window there.... Cloud back of your hat!" He opened his eyes again. "I understand," she said. The poor boy, imagining things! "That's want of substantial food. Better take these sandwiches." "All right; and thank you. I'll eat them when we start. Just now the water-chestnuts...." She smiled, and returned to the spinsters. Spurlock began to munch his water-chestnuts. What he needed was not a food but a flavour; and the cocoanut taste of the chestnuts soothed his burning tongue and throat. He had let go his name so easily as that! What was the name she had given? Ruth something; he could not remember. What a frightened fool he was! If he could not remember her name, it was equally possible that already she had forgotten his. Conscience was always digging sudden pits for his feet and common sense ridiculing his fears. Mirages, over which he was constantly throwing bridges which were wasted efforts, since invariably they spanned solid ground. But he would make it a point not to speak ag
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