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our father might say to you if he were so inclined--about your future." She gave him a swift glance of keen inquiry. "My future?" she echoed. "Yes. Have you thought of it at all yourself?" She heaved a little sigh, smiled, and shook her head in the negative. "I'm afraid I'm very silly," she confessed plaintively. "I never think!" He drew up another armchair and sat down opposite to her. "Well, try to do so now for five minutes at least," he said, gently. "I am going away to-morrow or next day for a considerable time----" A quick flush flew over her face. "Going away!" she exclaimed. "But--not far?" "That depends on my own whim," he replied, watching her attentively. "I shall certainly be absent from England for a year, perhaps longer. But, Lucy,--you were such a little pet of mine in your childhood that I cannot help taking an interest in you now you are grown up. That is, I think, quite natural. And I should like to feel that you have some good and safe idea of your own happiness in life before I leave you." She stared,--her face fell. "I have no ideas at all," she answered after a pause, the corners of her red mouth drooping in petulant, spoilt-child fashion, "and if you go away I shall have no pleasures either!" He smiled. "I'm sorry you take it that way," he said. "But I'm nearing the end of my tether, Lucy, and increasing age makes me restless. I want change of scene--and change of surroundings. I am thoroughly tired of my present condition." "Tired?" and her eyes expressed whole volumes of amazement. "Not really? _You_--tired of your present condition? With all your money?" "With all my money!" he answered drily, "Money is not the elixir of happiness, Lucy, though many people seem to think it is. But I prefer not to talk about myself. Let me speak of you. What do you propose to do with your life? You will marry, of course?" "I--I suppose so," she faltered. "Is there any one you specially favour?--any young fellow who loves you, or whom you are inclined to love--and who wants a start in the world? If there is, send him to me, and, if he has anything in him, I'll make myself answerable for his prosperity." She looked up with a cold, bright steadfastness. "There is no one," she said. "Dear Mr. Helmsley, you are very good, but I assure you I have never fallen in love in my life. As I told you before supper, I don't believe in that kind of nonsense. And I--I want nothing. Of
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