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te that she could never reappear; and again to-day she revives in adoration which is due to none but God." "Was it not He who sent you to me?" said she. "If during the course of your education you should even see Lucien, all would be lost," he went on; "remember that." "Who will comfort him?" said she. "What was it that you comforted him for?" asked the priest, in a tone in which, for the first time during this scene, there was a nervous quaver. "I do not know; he was often sad when he came." "Sad!" said the priest. "Did he tell you why?" "Never," answered she. "He was sad at loving such a girl as you!" exclaimed he. "Alas! and well he might be," said she, with deep humility. "I am the most despicable creature of my sex, and I could find favor in his eyes only by the greatness of my love." "That love must give you the courage to obey me blindly. If I were to take you straight from hence to the house where you are to be educated, everybody here would tell Lucien that you had gone away to-day, Sunday, with a priest; he might follow in your tracks. In the course of a week, the portress, not seeing me again, might suppose me to be what I am not. So, one evening--this day week--at seven o'clock, go out quietly and get into a cab that will be waiting for you at the bottom of the Rue des Frondeurs. During this week avoid Lucien, find excuses, have him sent from the door, and if he should come in, go up to some friend's room. I shall know if you have seen him, and in that event all will be at an end. I shall not even come back. These eight days you will need to make up some suitable clothing and to hide your look of a prostitute," said he, laying a purse on the chimney-shelf. "There is something in your manner, in your clothes--something indefinable which is well known to Parisians, and proclaims you what you are. Have you never met in the streets or on the Boulevards a modest and virtuous girl walking with her mother?" "Oh yes, to my sorrow! The sight of a mother and daughter is one of our most cruel punishments; it arouses the remorse that lurks in the innermost folds of our hearts, and that is consuming us.--I know too well all I lack." "Well, then, you know how you should look next Sunday," said the priest, rising. "Oh!" said she, "teach me one real prayer before you go, that I may pray to God." It was a touching thing to see the priest making this girl repeat Ave _Maria_ and _Paternoster_ in
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