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ine anger. But it sensed a mystery, too, and if it hated a jilt it loved a mystery. Nina had taken to going about with her small pointed chin held high, and angrily she demanded that Elizabeth do the same. "You know what they are saying, and yet you go about looking crushed." "I can't act, Nina. I do go about." And Nina had a softened moment. "Don't think about him," she said. "He isn't sick, or he would have had some one wire or write, and he isn't dead, or they'd have found his papers and let us know." "Then he's in some sort of trouble. I want to go out there. I want to go out there!" That, indeed, had been her constant cry for the last two weeks. She would have done it probably, packed her bag and slipped away, but she had no money of her own, and even Leslie, to whom she appealed, had refused her when he knew her purpose. "We're following him up, little sister," he said. "Harrison Miller has gone out, and there's enough talk as it is." She thought, lying in her bed at night, that they were all too afraid of what people might say. It seemed so unimportant to her. And she could not understand the conspiracy of silence. Other men went away and were not heard from, and the police were notified and the papers told. It seemed to her, too, that every one, her father and Nina and Leslie and even Harrison Miller, knew more than she did. There had been that long conference behind closed doors, when Harrison Miller came back from seeing David, and before he went west. Leslie had been there, and even Doctor Reynolds, but they had shut her out. And her father had not been the same since. He seemed, sometimes, to be burning with a sort of inner anger. Not at her, however. He was very gentle with her. And here was a curious thing. She had always felt that she knew when Dick was thinking of her. All at once, and without any warning, there would come a glow of happiness and warmth, and a sort of surrounding and encircling sense of protection. Rather like what she had felt as a little girl when she had run home through the terrors of twilight, and closed the house door behind her. She was in the warm and lighted house, safe and cared for. That was completely gone. It was as though the warm and lighted house of her love had turned her out and locked the door, and she was alone outside, cold and frightened. She avoided the village, and from a sense of delicacy it left her alone. The small gaieties of
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