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not tell why he was. The Doctor counselled Eric to take shares in the new mine; and keep his knowledge as a jewel for himself. They had discovered a new stratum of manganese in the soil of Mattenheim; his son-in-law had been to see him, and had said a great deal to him about the favorable impression Eric had left behind him in the family there. The Doctor took Eric back to the villa with him, and just as they were entering the courtyard there came a telegram to Eric. It was from Herr Sonnenkamp, and contained a request that he would let Frau Ceres know that at that very moment he was on his way to court. The Doctor undertook the responsibility of holding back this news from Frau Ceres; she was near enough to delirium without that; he had ordered her a sleeping potion. At table appeared Fraeulein Perini, Manna, and Eric. After the first course, Fraeulein Perini was called to Frau Ceres, and did not come back. Manna and Eric were left alone. "You were also in the church to-day," said Manna. "Yes." "I must beg your forgiveness, I have done you wrong." "Done me wrong?" "Yes, I thought you were without religion." "So I am, according to strict opinions." Manna said nothing; she laid the bit she was just raising to her mouth down again on her plate. Both sat silent, opposite each other, for a long while; each was seeking after a safe topic of conversation. "You had a younger brother whom you have lost? I heard you speaking of him to-day," began Manna, blushing up to her temples. "Yes, he was of the age of Roland, and this very day I have been wondering why I could not be as much to my dear brother as I have been to our Roland." "Do not say _have been_; you are still, and will remain so to him. Roland repeated to me, an expression of yours: 'Friends who can forsake one another were never friends.'" "Certainly, but what comfort is that thought, if one no longer breaks the daily bread of life with another? I have known, however, that this separation must occur, I have recognized it as necessary; and still, for the first time, I see how almost constantly, for a long while, I have thought of nothing, felt nothing, experienced nothing, but that I forthwith connected Roland with it,--living only for him. Now the whole bent of my thoughts must be changed, a new object found, for the old chain is crushed, severed, cast off, and I feel so homeless and forlorn." "I understand that perfectly," sai
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