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feet at once, and noting that he was dazed by the shock of my presence, I slid quietly between him and the door. The movement roused him. Turning upon me with a sarcastic smile in which was concentrated the bitterness of years, he briefly said: "So I am caught! Well, there has to be an end to men as well as to things, and I am ready for mine. She turned me away from her door to-day, and after the hell of that moment I don't much fear any other." "You had better not talk," I admonished him. "All that falls from you now will only tell against you on your trial." He broke into a harsh laugh. "And do you think I care for that? That having been driven by a woman's perfidy into crime I am going to bridle my tongue and keep down the words which are my only safeguard from insanity? No, no; while my miserable breath lasts I will curse her, and if the halter is to cut short my words, it shall be with her name blistering my lips." I attempted to speak, but he would not give me an opportunity. The passion of weeks had found vent and he rushed on recklessly: "I went to her house to-day. I wanted to see her in her widow's weeds; I wanted to see her eyes red with weeping over a grief which owed its bitterness to me. But she would not grant me admittance. She had me thrust from her door, and I shall never know how deeply the iron has sunk into her soul. But"--and here his face showed a sudden change--"I shall see her if I am tried for murder. She will be in the courtroom--on the witness stand----" "Doubtless," I interjected; but his interruption came quickly and with vehement passion. "Then I am ready. Welcome trial, conviction, death, even. To confront her eye to eye is all I wish. She shall never forget it, never!" "Then you do not deny----" I began. "I deny nothing," he returned, and held out his hands with a grim gesture. "How can I, when there falls from everything I touch the devilish thing which took away the life I hated?" "Have you anything more to say or do before you leave these rooms?" I asked. He shook his head, and then, bethinking himself, pointed to the roll of paper which he had flung on the table. "Burn that!" he cried. I took up the roll and looked at it. It was the manuscript of a poem in blank verse. "I have been with it into a dozen newspaper and magazine offices," he explained with great bitterness. "Had I succeeded in getting a publisher for it I might have forgotten my wrongs
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