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ght flush stained her face: "Why should I not go to Paris by myself?" she demanded. "You mean now? On this ship?" "Yes. Why not? I have enough money to go there and study, haven't I?" "Yes. But----" "Why not!" she repeated feverishly, her grey eyes sparkling. "I have three thousand dollars; I can't go back to Brookhollow and disgrace them. What does it matter where I go?" "It would be all right," he said, "if you'd ever had any experience----" "Experience! What do you call what I've had today!" She exclaimed excitedly. "To lose in a single day my mother, my home--to go through in this city what I have gone through--what I am going through now--is not that enough experience? Isn't it?" He said: "You've had a rotten awakening, Rue--a perfectly devilish experience. Only--you've never travelled alone----" Suddenly it occurred to him that his lively friend, the Princess Mistchenka, was sailing on the _Lusitania_; and he remained silent, uncertain, looking with vague misgivings at this girl in the armchair opposite--this thin, unformed, inexperienced child who had attained neither mental nor physical maturity. "I think," he said at length, "that I told you I had a friend sailing on the _Lusitania_ tomorrow." She remembered and nodded. "But wait a moment," he added. "How do you know that this--this fellow Brandes will not attempt to sail on her, also----" Something checked him, for in the girl's golden-grey eyes he saw a flame glimmer; something almost terrible came into the child's still gaze; and slowly died out like the afterglow of lightning. And Neeland knew that in her soul something had been born under his very eyes--the first emotion of maturity bursting from the chrysalis--the flaming consciousness of outrage, and the first, fierce assumption of womanhood to resent it. She had lost her colour now; her grey eyes still remained fixed on his, but the golden tinge had left them. "_I_ don't know why you shouldn't go," he said abruptly. "I _am_ going." "All right! And if _he_ has the nerve to go--if he bothers you--appeal to the captain." She nodded absently. "But I don't believe he'll try to sail. I don't believe he'd dare, mixed up as he is in a dirty mess. He's afraid of the law, I tell you. That's why he denied marrying you. It meant bigamy to admit it. Anyway, I don't think a fake ceremony like that is binding; I mean that it isn't even real enough to put him in jail. Whic
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