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; and so it appeals to an heroic nature more." "Yes, I see that," assented Doe. Monty said nothing further for awhile, as if hoping we would declare our decision without any prompting from him. But we were shy and silent; and at last he asked: "Well, what's the decision?" "I'll come to you," I said, "if you'll show me how to do it all." He replied nothing. I believe he was too happy to speak. Then he turned to Doe. "Gazelle, what about you?" And Doe said one of those engaging things that only he could utter: "I imagine I ought to do it for love of Our Lord. But s'posing I know that isn't the real motive--s'posing I feel that someone has been sent into my life to put it right, and I do it rather for--for him?" There Monty was beaten. Doe's meaning was too plain; and the rich prize it threw at Monty's feet too overwhelming. The only answer he could give was: "You must try and link it to love for the Higher One." "All right," said Doe, simply. "I'll try." A silence of unusual length followed. The noise of the ship going through the water, and the beat of the engines, assumed the monopoly of sound. Doe and I were thinking of the thorny and troublesome path of confession, which in a few days we must traverse. And Monty indicated what his thoughts were by the remark with which he prepared to close that night's conversation under the stars. "The two cardinal dogmas of my faith are--" "The Mass and confession," I volunteered, in a flash of impudence. "Don't interrupt, you rude little cub. They are these. Just as there is more beauty in nature than ugliness, so there is more goodness in humanity than evil, and more happiness in the world than sorrow.... "Now and then one is allowed a joy that would outweigh years of disappointment. You two pups have given me one of those joys to-night. It's my task to make this voyage your Vigil; and a perfect Vigil. It's all inexpressibly dear to me. I'm going to send you down the gangway when you go ashore to this crusade--properly absolved by your Church. I'm going to send you into the fight--_white_." CHAPTER V PENANCE Sec.1 Upon the rail leaned Doe and I watching the waves break away from the ship. It was morning, and we were troubled--troubled over the awful difficulty of making our life confession on the morrow. Monty had given much pains to preparing us. He had sat with each under the awning on sunny days, and told him how to do it. W
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