inch by inch, very quietly; but when he had explained to her
that it was in his hands to secure the martyr's crown for her husband
she had turned suspicious and ironical, had made him swear that it was
true, threatening him with punishments in this world and in the next;
but he had let it all pass over his head, had solemnly sworn as she
desired him, pledging not merely the salvation of his soul but his
possessions in this world; till, at length, convinced that it really was
in his power to gratify the dearest wish of her heart, she had yielded
somewhat and altered her demeanor. Still, he had not spoken a word to
help her through her deliberations and bewilderment, but had left her
to fight out the hard struggle with her own soul; not without some
malicious enjoyment but also not without anxiety, till the first
decisive question was put to him by his stepmother.
She had heard that Dada was quite resolved to be baptized, and having
once more made sure of the fact that the girl was anxious to become a
Christian, she next asked:
"And it was Marcus who won her to the faith?"
"He alone."
"And you can swear that she is a pure-minded and well-conducted girl?"
"Certainly, with the firmest conviction."
"I saw her in the arena--she is pretty, uncommonly charming indeed--and
Marcus...?"
"He has set his heart on the girl, and I am sure that his passion is
sincere and unselfish. On the other hand I need hardly remind you that
in this city there are many women, even among those of the first rank,
whose birth and origin are far more doubtful than those of your
son's little friend, for she, at any rate, is descended from free and
respectable parents. Her uncle's connections are among the best families
in Sicily; not that we need trouble ourselves about that, for the wife
of Philip's grandson would command respect even if she were only a
freed-woman."
"I know, I know," murmured Mary, as though all this were of minor
importance in her eyes; and then for some little time she remained
silent. At last she looked up and exclaimed in a voice that betrayed the
struggle still going on in her soul:
"What have I to care for but my child's happiness? In the sight of God
we are all equal--great and small alike; and I myself am but a weak
woman, full of defects and sins--but for all that I could have wished
that the only son of a noble house might have chosen differently. All
I can say is that I must look upon this marriage as a
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