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moment the door opened, and to Mrs Mildmay's immense relief her husband entered. 'What is the matter?' he asked quickly. 'Am I interrupting you?' 'On the contrary,' said his wife, 'I am very glad you have come. Jacinth is, as I half feared she would be, exceedingly upset by the news about Barmettle, and she seems to think we have not treated her with the confidence she deserves.' 'You cannot feel that, when I tell you that my decision was only made yesterday,' said her father to Jacinth. 'Yes. I think you might have--have consulted me a little before making it,' the girl replied. 'It is something to me personally; to have to live at a place like that now I am nearly grown up.' She seemed to be purposely emphasising the selfish part of her dissatisfaction out of a kind of reckless defiance. 'Do you quite understand that it was a choice between this appointment and an indefinite return to India?' said Colonel Mildmay. 'I understand that you think so. But I don't see it. There was the London thing. And even if not, I would rather have had India.' 'No, no, Jassie, don't do yourself injustice,' exclaimed her mother. 'Not when you think of the risk to your father's health.' Jacinth hesitated. 'But there _was_ a choice,' she said; and now there was a touch of timidity in her voice. Colonel Mildmay considered; they were approaching the crucial point, and he took his resolution. 'No, Jacinth,' he said. 'To my mind, as an honourable man, there was no choice. I should have forfeited for ever my own self-respect had I agreed to Lady Myrtle's proposal.' And then he rapidly, but clearly, put before her the substance of their old friend's intentions and wishes, and his reasons for refusing to fall in with them. 'Lady Myrtle is too good a woman to sow discord in a family,' he said, 'between a child and her parents. And it was impossible for us to approve of the apportionment of her property she proposed, knowing that there exist at this very time those who _have_ a claim on her, who most thoroughly deserve the restoration of what should have been theirs always; who have suffered, indeed, already only too severely for the sin and wrong-doing of another.' Jacinth started, and the lines of her face hardened again. 'I thought it was that,' she exclaimed. 'Those people--they are at the bottom of it, then.' 'Jacinth!' said her mother. 'I beg your pardon, mamma,' said the girl quickly. 'It must sound
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