FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31  
32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   >>   >|  
ingly worked into a good luck design. As I picked up the bag I saw that it was sealed with wax and to it was attached a card on which was penned: To my son:-- Here is all the wealth I possess. It isn't much. The bag with its contents was sent to me by my brother, Fay, who is out in the Rockies. He gave it to me to pay my expenses out there to join him. I am leaving it for you. It may help you over some rocky places if it ever gets into your hands, and I trust the good Lord that it does. Lovingly, YOUR FATHER. The bag gave forth the unmistakable clink of gold coins as I dropped it on the table. That message from my father, whom I had never seen, made my heart heavy and again that lump gathered in my throat, for I could feel the heartaches that the writing of that note must have caused him. I had not the courage to break the seal of the bag and examine its contents. I pushed it aside and took from the box another time-yellowed envelope addressed to MY SON DONALD Inside I found the following: Dear Boy:-- I cannot determine whether I am giving you a mean deal or whether this is all for your good. Your mother, Barbara Parker Mullen, is dead, God bless her! She has been dead now six months. It seems to me like eternity. I have tried to take care of you as she would have cared for you but I am afraid I have lost heart, and my courage, and I am afraid my faith has slipped from me. I fear that I am a broken-spirited failure. The passing of your mother has taken everything from me. I am no longer fit or able to care for you and I must pass you on to someone else and trust your welfare to God. For neither your mother nor I have any relatives left who are able to take care of you. What will become of you I cannot guess. I can only hope for the best. But by the time you are old enough to read and understand this message you will, I hope, have forgiven me or praised me for my effort to find you a home. What will become of me I do not know. I have one brother left in the world, Fay Mullen, and he is out in Piute Pass in the Rockies grubbing for gold. I am going out to join him for I know the only way I can forget my grief and get hold of myself once more is to bury myself in the wilderness. Fay has sent me a bag of double eagles to pay my expenses west. That is all the money
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   7   8   9   10   11   12   13   14   15   16   17   18   19   20   21   22   23   24   25   26   27   28   29   30   31  
32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

mother

 

courage

 

Mullen

 

message

 

afraid

 

Rockies

 

brother

 

contents

 

expenses

 

months


passing

 

eternity

 

spirited

 

failure

 

broken

 

slipped

 

longer

 

grubbing

 
forget
 

double


eagles

 
wilderness
 

relatives

 

welfare

 

praised

 

effort

 

forgiven

 

understand

 

examine

 
places

leaving
 

FATHER

 

unmistakable

 

Lovingly

 
picked
 
sealed
 
design
 

worked

 
attached
 

wealth


possess

 

penned

 

dropped

 

addressed

 

DONALD

 

envelope

 

yellowed

 

Inside

 

Barbara

 

giving