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f youth or of physical health--which would seem, indeed, to be the peculiar dowry of those women who, having once known love in all its completeness and its strength, of choice live ever afterwards in perfect chastity of act and thought. And a perception not only of the grace of her person, as she sat sideways on the window-seat in her close-fitting, gray gown, with its frilled lace collar and ruffles at the wrists, came to Richard now. He perceived something of this more intimate and subtle charm which belonged to her. He was enthralled by the clear sweetness, as of dewy grass newly turned by the scythe, which always clung about her, and by the whispering of her silken garments when she moved. A sudden reverence for her came upon him, as though, behind her gracious and so familiar figure, he apprehended that which belonged to a region superior, almost divine. And then he was seized--it is too often the fate of worshippers--with jealousy of that past of hers of which he had been, until now, ignorant. And yet another emotion shook him, for, in thus realising and differentiating her personality, he had grown vividly, almost painfully, conscious of his own. He turned away, laying his cheek against the stone window-ledge, while the drops of a passing scud of rain beat in on his hot face. "Then--then my father never saw me," he exclaimed vehemently. And, after a moment's pause, added, "I am glad of that--very glad." "Ah! But, my dearest," Lady Calmady cried, bewildered and aghast, "you don't know what you are saying--think." Richard kept his face to the splashing rain. "I don't want to say anything wrong; but," he repeated, "I am glad." He turned to her, his lips quivering a little, and a desolate expression in his eyes, which told Katherine, with only too bitter assurance, that his childhood and the repose of it were indeed over and gone. She held out her arms to him in silent invitation, and drew the dear curly head on to her bosom. "You're not displeased with me, mummy?" "Does this seem as if I was displeased?" she asked. Then they sat silent once more, Katherine swaying a little as she held him, soothing him almost as in his baby days. "I won't lean out of the window again," he said presently, with a sigh of comfort. "I promise that." "There's a darling. But I am afraid we must go. Uncle Roger will be here soon." The boy raised his head. "Mother," he said quickly, "will you send Clara, p
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