vement
marks the place. Her own family only attended the funeral. Her sister
returned to her desolated home, there to devote herself, for ten years,
to the care of her aged mother; and to live much on the memory of her
lost sister, till called many years later to rejoin her. Her brothers
went back sorrowing to their several homes. They were very fond and very
proud of her. They were attached to her by her talents, her virtues, and
her engaging manners; and each loved afterwards to fancy a resemblance in
some niece or daughter of his own to the dear sister Jane, whose perfect
equal they yet never expected to see.
CHAPTER XII.
_The Cancelled Chapter (Chap. X.) of 'Persuasion_.'
With all this knowledge of Mr. Elliot and this authority to impart it,
Anne left Westgate Buildings, her mind deeply busy in revolving what she
had heard, feeling, thinking, recalling, and foreseeing everything,
shocked at Mr. Elliot, sighing over future Kellynch, and pained for Lady
Russell, whose confidence in him had been entire. The embarrassment
which must be felt from this hour in his presence! How to behave to him?
How to get rid of him? What to do by any of the party at home? Where to
be blind? Where to be active? It was altogether a confusion of images
and doubts--a perplexity, an agitation which she could not see the end
of. And she was in Gay Street, and still so much engrossed that she
started on being addressed by Admiral Croft, as if he were a person
unlikely to be met there. It was within a few steps of his own door.
'You are going to call upon my wife,' said he. 'She will be very glad to
see you.'
Anne denied it.
'No! she really had not time, she was in her way home;' but while she
spoke the Admiral had stepped back and knocked at the door, calling out,
'Yes, yes; do go in; she is all alone; go in and rest yourself.'
Anne felt so little disposed at this time to be in company of any sort,
that it vexed her to be thus constrained, but she was obliged to stop.
'Since you are so very kind,' said she, 'I will just ask Mrs. Croft how
she does, but I really cannot stay five minutes. You are sure she is
quite alone?'
The possibility of Captain Wentworth had occurred; and most fearfully
anxious was she to be assured--either that he was within, or that he was
not--_which_ might have been a question.
'Oh yes! quite alone, nobody but her mantua-maker with her, and they have
been shut up together th
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