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swer the rest of my question and let us part." "Tell me," she asked, with almost insolent irony, "do you believe that there could ever have been a right person for you?" "My God, yes!" he answered, with a sudden fire. "I suffer the tortures of the damned sometimes because I missed my chance! There! I'm telling you this just so that you shall think a little differently, if you can. You and I between us have made an infernal mess of things. It was chiefly my fault. And as regards Palliser--well, I am sorry. Only the fellow--he may have been lovable to you, but he was a coward and a sneak to me--and he paid. I am sorry." She seemed a little dazed. "You mean to tell me, Andrew," she persisted, "that there is really some one you care for, care for in the big way--a woman who means as much to you as your place in Parliament--your ambition?" "More," he declared vigorously. "There isn't a single thing I have or ever have had in life which I wouldn't give for the chance--just a chance--" "And she cares for you?" "I think that she would," he answered. "She has been brought up in a very old-fashioned school. She knows of you." Stella smiled a little bitterly. "Well," she said, "I suppose I am a brute, but I am glad to know that you can suffer. I hope you will suffer; it makes you seem more human anyhow. But in return for your confidence I will answer the other part of your question. The man Miller was at the Manor that afternoon. Palliser confessed to me that he had given him some important document." "Given him!" "Well, sold him, then. Tony hadn't got a shilling in the world and he would never take a halfpenny from me. He had to have money. He told me about it that night before you came. Miller gave him five thousand pounds for it--secret service money from one of the branches of his party. Now you know all about it." "Yes, I know all about it," Tallente assented, a little bitterly. "You can take your trip to America without a single regret, Stella. I shall certainly never be a Cabinet Minister again, much less Prime Minister of England. Miller can use those papers to my undoing." She shrugged her shoulders as she turned towards the door. "You are like the fool," she said, "who tried to build the tower of his life without cement. All very well for experiments, Andrew, when one is young and one can rebuild, but you are a little old for that now, aren't you, and all your brain and all your efforts, a
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