a.
"What time shall we have to start to-morrow?"
I said, "First thing in the morning."
"Then," she said, "it does seem a pity not to send for Jimmy."
I could see now that there was some deadly purpose in her persistence.
But this time I couldn't bear it, and I lost my temper.
I said, "Send for him. Send for him, if you can't live ten minutes
without him."
I was sorry even at the time; I have been ashamed since. For, so far from
resenting my abominable rudeness--as, under any conclusion, she had a
perfect right to--she merely said, "I'm only thinking that if I've got to
go so soon to-morrow it'll be horribly lonely for him over there."
"He doesn't expect to see you. We arranged all that."
She pondered it, still with that curious absence of resentment. It was as
if, recognizing the danger of the situation, she submitted to any steps,
however disagreeable, that were necessary for her safety. It was clear
that she trusted me; less clear that she trusted Jevons.
One thing remained mysterious to her.
"What are you coming back here for?" she asked.
I let her have it straight: "To look after Jevons."
"What do you suppose he'd do?"
"He might get into England before your brother got out of it."
She smiled. _"What do you suppose, then, Reggie'd do?"_
I said I knew what I'd do if I were Reggie.
She smiled again. "I see. You're saving him from Reggie."
"I'm not thinking of him, I can assure you."
At that she said, "Dear Wally, so you think you're saving me."
"I'm trying to," I said. "As far as your people are concerned. You don't
want them to know you've been here. If you'll only leave it to me, they
won't know."
"I'm not going to lie about it. I shall tell them if they ask me."
"Not Reggie," I said.
"Yes, Reggie. If he asks me. Reggie's the very last person I should think
of lying to."
It was this attitude of hers that first shook me in my conclusions. For
I'm afraid I'd come to certain very definite conclusions.
Why, I asked her, hadn't she told them before she came?
"Because," she said, "there's no use worrying them. They'd have tried to
stop me. You can't imagine what an awful fuss they'd have made. I daresay
I might never have got off at all."
What I couldn't understand was her attitude. I mean I couldn't reconcile
the secrecy she had practised with her amazing frankness now.
Her manner was supremely assured.
It wasn't, mind you, the brazen assurance of a woman who h
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