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you here." "I am waiting," said the girl, her dark eyes lit by a fire that was not pleasant to see--"I am waiting here for my revenge." "Oh, Pauline!" cried Miss Hastings, in real distress. "My dear child, you must forget such things. I do not like to hear such a word from your lips." Pauline smiled as she looked at her governess, but there was something almost terrible in the calm smile. "What do you think I am living here for--waiting here in patience for? I tell you, nothing but the vengeance I have promised myself--and it shall be mine!" CHAPTER XXX. WILL FATE AID PAULINE? Six months had passed since Sir Oswald's death, and his widow had already put away her cap and heavy weeds. Six months of retirement, she considered, were a very handsome acknowledgment of all her husband's love and kindness. She was in a state of serene and perfect self-content--everything had gone well with her. People had expressed their admiration of her devotion to his memory. She knew that in the eyes of the world she was esteemed faultless. And now it seemed to Lady Darrell that the time was come in which she might really enjoy herself, and reap the reward of her sacrifice. The "armed neutrality" between Pauline and herself still continued. Each went her own way--their interests never clashed. Lady Darrell rather preferred that Pauline should remain at the Court. She had a vague kind of fear of her, a vague dread that made her feel safer where Pauline was, and where she could know something of her. Whole days would pass without their meeting; but, now that there was to be a little more gayety at Darrell Court, the two must expect to be brought into daily communication. Lady Darrell was an amiable woman. It was true she had a small soul, capable of maintaining small ideas only. She would have liked to be what she called "comfortable" with Pauline--to live on sisterly terms with her--to spend long hours in discussing dress, ornaments, fashionable gossip--to feel that there was always some one at hand to listen to her and to amuse her. She, in her turn, would have been most generous. She would have made ample presents of dresses and jewels to such a friend; she would have studied her comfort and interests. But to expect or to hope for a companion of that kind in Pauline was as though some humble little wood-blossom could hope to train itself round a grand, stately, sad passion-flower. Lady Darrell's worldly know
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