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ne," she said--"an act of vengeance that cuts me off from the roll of noble women, and dishonors me." Still keeping his hold of the white hand, he said: "Tell me what it was--I can judge far better than you." It seemed to her fevered fancy that the song of the waves died away, as though they were listening; that the wind fell with a low sigh, and the birds ceased their song--a silence that was almost terrible fell around her--the blue sky seemed nearer to her. "Speak to me, Vane!" she cried; "I am frightened!" He drew her nearer to him. "It is only fancy, my darling. When one has anything weighty to say, it seems as though earth and sky were listening. Look at me, think of me, and tell me all." She could never remember how she began her story--how she told him the whole history of her life--of the happy years spent with her father in the Rue d'Orme, when she learned to love art and nature, when she learned to love truth for its own sake, and was brought up amid those kindly, simple-hearted artist friends, with such bitter scorn, such utter contempt of all conventionalities--of her keen and passionate sorrow when her father died, and Sir Oswald took her home to Darrell Court, telling her that her past life was at an end forever, and that even the name she had inherited from her father must be changed for the name of her race--how after a time she had grown to love her home with a keen, passionate love, born of pride in her race and in her name--of the fierce battle that raged always between her stern, uncompromising truth and the worldly polish Sir Oswald would have had her acquire. She concealed nothing from him, telling him of her faults as well as her trials. She gave him the whole history of Aubrey Langton's wooing, and her contemptuous rejection of his suit. "I was so proud, Vane," she said, humbly. "Heaven was sure to punish me. I surrounded myself, as it were, with a barrier of pride, scorn, and contempt, and my pride has been brought low." She told him of Sir Oswald's anger at her refusal to marry Aubrey, of her uncle's threat that he would marry and disinherit her, of her scornful disbelief--there was no incident forgotten; and then she came to the evening when Sir Oswald had opened the box to take out the diamond ring, and had spoken before them all of the roll of bank-notes placed there. "That night, Vane," she said, "there was a strange unrest upon me. I could not sleep. I have had the
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