ay, my good girl--I rejoice in this opportunity of
becoming acquainted with you--the character I have heard of you has
excited an affectionate interest--you must allow me to become your
friend.
_Fanny._ Indeed, indeed, madam, I am in want of friends; but you can
never be one of them.
_Helen._ No! Why so?
_Fan._ You, madam! Oh no--you are the only enemy I ever had.
_Hel._ Enemy! This is very extraordinary! I have scarce ever seen you
before--Assuredly I never injured you.
_Fan._ Heaven forbid I should wish any one to injure you as deeply.
_Hel._ I cannot understand you--pray explain yourself.
_Fan._ That's impossible, madam--my lord would never forgive me.
_Hel._ Your lord! Let me entreat you to explain your meaning.
_Fan._ I cannot, madam; I came hither on business of importance, and no
trifling business should have brought me to a house inhabited by one who
is the cause of all my wretchedness.
_Hel._ This is a very extraordinary affair! There is a mixture of
cultivation and simplicity in your manner that affects me strongly--I
see, my poor girl, you are distressed; and though what you have said
leaves on my mind a painful suspicion--
_Fan._ Oh heavens, madam! stay, I beseech you!--I am not what you think
me, indeed I am not--I must not, for a moment, let you think of me so
injuriously: yet I have promised secrecy! but sure no promise can be
binding, when to keep it we must sacrifice all that is valuable in
life--hear me, then madam--the struggle is violent; but I owe it to
myself to acknowledge all.
_Hel._ No, no, my dear girl! I now see what it would cost you to reveal
your secret, and I will not listen to it; rest assured, I have no longer
a thought to your disadvantage: curiosity gives place to interest: for
though 'tis cruelty to inflict a wound, 'tis still more deliberate
barbarity to probe when we cannot hope to heal it. (_going._)
_Fan._ Stay, madam, stay--your generosity overpowers me! oh madam! you
know not how wretched I am.
_Hel._ What is it affects you thus?--come, if your story is of a nature
that may be revealed, you are sure of sympathy.
_Fan._ I never should have doubted; but my father has alarmed me
sadly--he says my lord Austencourt is certainly on the point of marriage
with you.
_Hel._ And how, my dear girl, if it were so, could that affect you?
Come, you must be explicit.
_Fan._ Affect me! merciful Heaven! can I see him wed another? He is my
husband by every ti
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