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on the low lounge that is half hidden from the public gaze by the Indian curtains that fall at each side of it. He had made no pretence of finishing the dance. He had led the way and she had suffered herself to be led into the small anteroom that, half smothered in early spring flowers, lay off the dancing room. "Ah! you see you have yet much to learn about me," says she, with an attempt at gayety--that fails, however. "About you? No!" says he, almost defiantly. "Don't tell me I have deceived myself about you, Beatrice; you are all I have left to fall back upon now." His tone is reckless to the last degree. "A forlorn pis-aller," she says, steadily, with a forced smile. "What is it, Cyril?" looking at him with sudden intentness. "Something has happened. What?" "The old story," returns he, "and I am sick of it. I have thrown up my hand. I would have been faithful to her, Beatrice. I swear that, but she does not care for my devotion. And as for me, now----" He throws out his arms as if tired to death, and draws in his breath heavily. "Now?" says she, leaning forward. "Am I worth your acceptance?" says he, turning sharply to her. "I hardly dare to think it, and yet you have been kind to me, and your own lot is not altogether a happy one, and----" He pauses. "Do you hesitate?" asks she very bitterly, although her pale lips are smiling. "Will you risk it all?" says he, sadly. "Will you come away with me? I feel I have no friend on earth but you. Will you take pity on me? I shall not stay here, whatever happens; I have striven against fate too long--it has overcome me. Another land--a different life--complete forgetfulness----" "Do you know what you are saying?" asks Lady Swansdown, who has grown deadly white. "Yes; I have thought it all out. It is for you now to decide. I have sometimes thought I was not entirely indifferent to you, and at all events we are friends in the best sense of the term. If you were a happy married woman, Beatrice, I should not speak to you like this, but as it is--in another land--if you will come with me--we----" "Think, think!" says she, putting up her hand to stay him from further speech. "All this is said in a moment of angry excitement. You have called me your friend--and truly. I am so far in touch with you that I can see you are very unhappy. You have had--forgive me if I probe you--but you have had some--some words with your wife?" "Final words! I hope--I think
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