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of her society"--with an unpleasant laugh--"and so I asked her to come with me. When she declined to accompany me she left me free to devote myself to sport." "Ah! you refuse to be corrupted?" says she, contemptuously. "Think what you will," says he, restraining himself with determination. "It doesn't matter in the least to me now. Your opinion I consider worthless, because prejudiced--as worthless as you consider me. I came here simply to tell you of my determination to go abroad." "You have told me of that already. Lady Swansdown having failed you, may I ask"--with studied contempt--"who you are going to take with you now?" "What do you mean?" says he, wheeling round to her. "What do you mean by that? By heavens!" laying his hands upon her shoulders, and looking with fierce eyes into her pale face. "A man might well kill you!" "And why?" demands she, undauntedly. "You would have taken her--you have confessed so much--you had the coarse courage to put it into words. If not her, why"--with a shrug--"then another!" "There! think as you will," says he, releasing her roughly. "Nothing I could say would convince or move you. And yet, I know it is no use, but I am determined I will leave nothing unsaid. I will give you no loop-hole. I asked her to go with me in a moment of irritation, of loneliness, if you will; it is hard for a man to be forever outside the pale of affection, and I thought--well, it is no matter what I thought. I was wrong it seems. As for caring for her, I care so little that I now feel actually glad she had the sense to refuse my senseless proposal. She would have bored me, I think, and I should undoubtedly have bored her. The proposition was made to her in a moment of folly." "Oh, folly?" says she with a curious laugh. "Well, give it any other name you like. And after all," in a low tone, "you are right. It was not the word. If I had said despair I should have been nearer the mark." "There might even be another word," said she slowly. "Even if there were," says he, "the occasion for it is of your making. You have thrown me; you must be prepared, therefore, to accept the consequences." "You have prepared me for anything," says she calmly, but with bitter meaning. "See here," says he furiously. "There may still be one thing left for you which I have not prepared. You have just asked me who I am going to take with me when I leave this place forever. Shall I answer you?" Somethin
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