FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164  
165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   >>   >|  
e fact that his sister smiled only when she felt she must to avoid comment, and that his host refused to smile at all, and that Miss Kavanagh was evidently on thorns all the time did not for an instant damp his overflowing spirits. * * * * * It is now seven, o'clock; Miss Kavanagh, on her way upstairs to dress for dinner, suddenly remembering that there is a book in the library, left by her early in the afternoon on the central table, turns aside to fetch it. She forgets, however, what she has come for when, having entered the room, she sees Dysart standing before the fire, staring apparently at nothing. To her chagrin, she is conscious that the unmistakable start she had made on seeing him is known to him. "I didn't know you had returned," says she awkwardly, yet made a courageous effort to appear as natural as usual. "No? I knew you had returned," says he slowly. "It is very late to say good-morning," says she with a poor little attempt at a laugh, but still advancing toward him and holding out her hand. "Too late!" replied he, ignoring the hand. Joyce, as if struck by some cruel blow, draws back a step or two. "You are not tired, I hope?" asks Dysart courteously. "Oh, no." She feels stifled; choked. A desire to get to the door, and escape--lose sight of him forever--is the one strong longing that possesses her; but to move requires strength, and she feels that her limbs are trembling beneath her. "It was a long drive, however. And the storm was severe. I fear you must have suffered in some way." "I have not suffered," says she, in a dull, emotionless way. Indeed, she hardly knows what she says, a repetition of his own words seems the easiest thing to bar, so she adopts it. "No?" There is a considerable pause, and then---- "No! It is true! It is I only who have suffered," says Dysart with an uncontrollable abandonment to the misery that is destroying him. "I alone." "You mean something," says Joyce. It is by a terrible effort that she speaks. She feels thoroughly unnerved--unstrung. Conscious that the nervous shaking of her hands will betray her, she clasps them behind her tightly. "You meant something just now when you refused to take my hand. But what? What?" "You said it was too late," replies he. "And I--agreed with you." "That was not it!" says she feverishly. "There was more--much more! Tell me"--passionately--"what you meant. Why would you n
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164  
165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

suffered

 
Dysart
 
refused
 

effort

 
Kavanagh
 
returned
 
forever
 

stifled

 

repetition

 

emotionless


Indeed
 
escape
 

choked

 
beneath
 
requires
 

desire

 
trembling
 

strong

 

severe

 

strength


longing

 

possesses

 

abandonment

 

tightly

 

betray

 

clasps

 

passionately

 
replies
 
agreed
 

feverishly


shaking

 

nervous

 
considerable
 

adopts

 

easiest

 

uncontrollable

 

speaks

 

unnerved

 

unstrung

 
Conscious

terrible

 

courteously

 

misery

 

destroying

 
afternoon
 

central

 

remembering

 

library

 

standing

 

entered