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?" says she, half playfully. "That is taking an unfair advantage, is it not? See," pointing to a seat, "what a charming resting place! I will make one confession to you. I am tired." "A meagre one! Beatrice," says he suddenly, "tell me this: are all women alike? Do none really feel? Is it all fancy--the mere idle emotion of a moment--the evanescent desire for sensation of one sort or another--of anger, love, grief, pain, that stirs you now and then? Are none of these things lasting with you, are they the mere strings on which you play from time to time, because the hours lie heavy on your hands? It seems to me----" "It seems to me that you hardly know what you are saying," said Lady Swansdown quickly. "Do you think then that women do not feel, do not suffer as men never do? What wild thoughts torment your brain that you should put forward so senseless a question?--one that has been answered satisfactorily thousands of years ago. All the pain, the suffering of earth lies on the woman's shoulders; it has been so from the beginning--it shall be so to the end. On being thrust forth from their Eden, which suffered most do you suppose, Adam or Eve?" "It is an old story," says he gloomily, "and why should you, of all people, back it up? You--who----" "Better leave me out of the question." "You!" "I am outside your life, Baltimore," says she, laying her hand on the back of the seat beside her, and sinking into it. "Leave me there!" "Would you bereave me of all things," says he, "even my friends? I thought--I believed, that you at least--understood me." "Too well!" says she in a low tone. Her hands have met each other and are now clasped together in her lap in a grip that is almost hurtful. Great heavens! if he only knew--could he then probe, and wound, and tempt! "If you do----" begins he--then stops short, and passing her, paces to and fro before her in the dying light of the moon. Lady Swansdown leaning back gazes at him with eyes too sad for tears--eyes "wild with all regret." Oh! if they two might but have met earlier. If this man--this man in all the world, had been given to her, as her allotment. "Beatrice!" says he, stopping short before her, "were you ever in love?" There is a dead silence. Lady Swansdown sinking still deeper into the arm of the chair, looks up at him with strange curious eyes. What does he mean? To her--to put such a question to her of all women! Is he deaf, blind, mad--or only
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